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HP bukan HD

2012-01-28T18:34:00.000-08:00

ssalamualaikum :)

Hari ini 29 Januari 2012, which is also the date for Anugerah Juara Lagu! Aku punyalah excited la kan nak tengok AJL when I suddenly realised that rumah kami TIADA tv. Yeah, it's true! :(

Abah dah beli tv 50 inch 3D siap. Tapi TV tu dah dibawa ke Kelantan where our real house is which also where no one will watch it. But maybe, semut-semut dan cicak-cicak will watch it. Who knows? :p

So, insiden ini berlaku pagi tadi just before Abah pergi kerja :

Abah : Eh, *sambil buat muka terkejut* mane TV kita?

Aku: Abah, malam ni AJL. Petang ni Abah beli tv eh?*muka penuh berharap"

Lebih kurang Macam ni la kan :)

Abah: Oh, malam ni AJL? Kena beli TV ni

Aku: Yeay! Abah beli HD eh. :)

Abah: HD? Abah belu HP la.

Aku: ?

Abah: Hitam Putih/ HP.

Aku : =.='''''''

So, macam tipis la peluang nak tengok AJL malam ni. Takpela, mungkin boleh kot tengok online. Sedih...

Ada cerita ni pasal AJL. Selalu bila aku & umi tengok AJL semangat giler tunggu nama pemenang, Abah mesti dengan annoying nya akan cakap;

" Dah-dah la tuh. Bukannya diorang nak panggil nama naik atas pentas pun. Kalau artis menang pun, dia tak akan bank in duit pun. "

And unfortunately, it's true. Kita bukan main semangat tengok diorang padahal manfaat sikitpun kita tak dapat. HUHUHUHU. :)

Orang kata Tak Kenal Maka Tak Cinta :)

2012-01-25T07:12:00.000-08:00

Assalamualaikum

Alhamdulillah, Exam has finally over and I have so much time to kill. Yeah, I selalu berlagak macam tak ada kerja nak dibuat even when I actually have a lot. *sigh*

If I ever want to list down all my unfinished work on the paper, well it will take lots of tree on the forest to be cut down and we will eventually have all the landslides and stuff because there is no tree to hold the water bla bla bla. (sorry, i’m biologist, this is how i talk)

Let’s cut the crap and get down to business bebeh!

So, two days ago was Angah’s engagement day. It is not the first one as Along already had her engagement day last november. So, here I am to talk about Along and not Angah. Let’s just hold Angah’s stories. Hehe.

If you know me, you will know my best friend dunia and akhirat (insyaallah) is my dear Nurliyana Ghazali@along. We have lots of similarities and we just can’t live without each other (this include quarrels, yelling and all the lovely moments). haha.

Along has always been mine for the past 21 years. So, you can guess my feelings when there is this guy who “take” Along from me. I just felt this sudden distant with Along and somehow the song “someone like you” from Adele seems to explain everything perfectly.

“Never mind I’ll find someone like you,
I wish nothing but the best for you,
Don’t forget me I beg,
I remember you said,
“somethimes it last in love, sometimes it hurt instead”

Kesian kan? Well yeah. I’m sure there is someone somewhere somehow have experienced this. It hurts u know? All of sudden there is this guy out of nowhere become a huge rock between you and your sister and you don’t have the ability to kick it, or lift the rock and just throw it to laut or anything. At that moment I felt like I don’t want to know this guy. Who is he, what is so special about him. Everything about him for me is just "really?whatever.." Yeah. That was exactly how i felt.

Along was always with her phone all the time and somehow I think that she is the biggest fan of Whatsapp. From the moment she wakes up until I closed my eyes, she was always with her phone, smiling or laughing at it. I always have to repeat everything that I have said cause she did not pays any attention to me whenever she made relationship with her phone. And I felt annoyed.

Things became so much worse when that guy decided to come to Terengganu to meet my parents and also steal my quality time with Along on the weekend. I felt so angry and blame Along for that. Along as usual, cope with my angry-ness by saying all the things that hurt me so much. She is just born like that. And the result is disaster. I never felt that sad my entire life and I cried my heart out. I just couldn’t believe that someone that I thought I knew like the back of my hand would actually said those mean things to me.

But then, Along had a heart-to-heart talk to me and we both cried. I should stop being paranoid and childish as I know that it is hard for Along too. Along said that this guy is different and let just pray that our relationship will become stronger with the presence of this men. He will become our geng cause he is just like Along and he is sporting. And I nod and decided to give it a thought and him a chance.

So, the next day he come to Terengganu and came to our house. I just watch him from distant. Malu la jugak kan. hehehe.. And next thing I know we were sitting at our dine table together with Along, abah, ummi, aiman, ain n humaira. And here come the moment of awesomeness…

As I sat on the table next to Along, he suddenly talked to me. Ask me if I was on holiday and so many things. And I felt overjoyed. He make the effort to get to know me and yeah, shame on me, I’m being too paranoid all this time. Too much ATP wasted.

The next few days, we (me, along, he and abang Airil) all spent some time together for a road trip to Kelantan and that was awesome! I got to know him better and darn! He is awesome and cool and special and DIFFERENT! It’s like I have known him for a long long time.
He is the type who I only saw in televisyen. Dia tolong cedok nasi masuk dalam pinggan I. Dia tolong tuang air basuh tangan dekat I, dia tolong angkat pinggan and etc. Wow, mana nak cari lelaki macam ni? tell me!!
Even until now, He still buzz me on FB chat whenever he see me online. It awesome as he always making effort to get close to me as Along told him that I am her bestfriend.

They are both lucky to have each other. I always pray for their happiness even though I still couldn’t digest the fact they will be married in 6 months time.

By the way, that guy name is Khairul Syafiq and I called him Abang Syafiq and he is awesome and kind and cool and sweet

To abang Syafiq, if you ever read this, you should know that even until now, I regretted every moment that I ever dislike you and thanks for being so friendly with me and I hope that you will always gonna be the best (coming) brother – in – law anyone could ask for

Study Week

2011-12-31T07:11:00.000-08:00

assalamualaikum w.b.t

I must spend only 3 minutes on this post. Is it possible?haha. Time is gold in study week.Too much to read, too much to memorise. But it’s okay. It’s gonna be fun, I know.

Now, i’m waiting for a files about transfection finish downloading. Dr Jo of animal cell tissue culture have told that he will only give A to student who add extra information in the answer of exam questions. So, here I am, searching the purposes of transfection on Google for the sake of A. Pffft

I want to get dean’s list so badly. I want to grad with cgpa 3.5 and above. Is it too much to ask? I just wanted for just one time, I could make my parents proud. I want to give them what they want. I want to be successful. I want success. I want success.

I have experienced lots of failure in my life. At some time, I felt just it is wrong to dream big as I will the one who disappointing when the story ends. But, Allah told me not to give up on him as He never give up on me. So, I will strive until the end of time, so pray for me

Just now, during eating our lunch, me and Ja talked about how envy we are to those who are already successful, gain thousands a month as salary, already know how their future is like. Deep in my heart, i have this feeling of insecure. I don’t know how my future is like. Yes, I know that I can’t see the future just yet. But, just a glimpse of it would be awesome. What would I become, what is my job, who will I marry to, will i ever be happy?

LET’S JUST HOPE FOR THE BEST.

Ours

2011-12-29T19:51:00.000-08:00

Assalamualaikum w.b.t

Currently, I am singing the song “ours” with my little sister Humaira Husna. I guess I have to accept the fact she’s no longer little, but she always gonna be my little sister. She is now nearly the same height with me and she is only 12 years old. She has the soft skin anyone would die for. She has the slim t

ummy and thighs that I want forever and always. She is funny in every way that I see her. She is a tearjerker! She always like to berlakon in front of the mirror and cry. Yes, she did that without fail. She always cakap sorang-sorang and yes, I almost think that she is crazy.

She always forget to hang her towel after bath and I would always say, “Humaira, sangkut kain tuala please..” and then she will sangkut la tuala itu. She loves to lie and believe me, she’s good at it. I can barely spot the differences and so will you. She can make bangs from her own hair and it is beautiful. But I will never risk my own hair as I thought that she might just have been lucky at that time. She have friends that unconsiderately tell her that she’s “Hitam” and how some colors on scarf just don’t suit her. A few of her teachers always thought that she is stupid and constantly did not have faith on her.

For me, she is a very good listener. I remember the time when I feel down about myself and she sing several lines from the song “Born This Way” and “Who says”

Don’t hide yourself in regret, Just love yourself and you’re set, I’m on the right track, Baby, I was born to be great
Who says, who says you’re not perfect? Who says you’re not worth it?

Yes, she maybe 12 but she has a wisdom like a 100 years old Gaius from Merlin :p

And now, she is all set for Seri Puteri, Cyberjaya and I am deadly sure that she’s gonna make a history there. She is brilliant, beautiful and most importantly, she is my little sister and Allah knows how much i Love her (despite my nagging and stuff )

So, Humaira..if u read this.. Just believe that you’re awesome as anyone else and there is no reason to be unconfident and ashamed of yourself. Feel free to text or call me whenever darkness seems to suffocate you. I love you in every single way and I know that you gonna be someone one day.

p/s : Gonna miss all our silly moments together :p

Footprints

2011-10-02T19:01:00.000-07:00

Assalamualaikum..

It has been a very long time (as usual =.='''''') since my last post. But i have made up my mind now and i hope that it is for forever..that i'm gonna start writing again! This is not for anyone obviously..I just don't bother if no one will read my blog.I write all these things for me and it will always gonna be like that. I suddenly come to realise that everything that I have right now is someday gonna be gone and I need something that I can hold onto. And this are my footprints on my journey of growing up. I hope that I will always be this same, this cool and this happy. Ameen!

congratulation Dr Liyana!

2011-06-25T22:09:00.000-07:00

"Ayuni, tolong ambil sampah-sampah ni, abah nak bakar."

Aku pun akur sambil mataku melilau-lilau mencari sampah yang dimaksudkan. Banyak betul kertas-kertas pembalut simen di sekeliling kawasan rumah yang entah bila boleh kami duduki itu. Sedang aku terbongkok-bongkok mengambil sampah sambil menahan pedih mata terkena penangan asap, tiba-tiba telefonku berdering lagu somebody to love. Aku pun cepat-cepat menekan butang hijau dan serta merta suara kakakku sayup-sayup kedengaran.

“ayuni, 2 jam lagi result along”.

Tersentap hatiku. Bimbang, takut, sedih bercampur baur. Teringat lagi kejadian pada Mei lepas. Peristiwa yang sama, keadaan yang berbeza. Kalau dulu, malam keputusan peperiksaan along keluar, kami masih sempat pergi makan-makan di Pantai Batu Burok. Along pada saat itu lebih tenang berbanding saat ini. Masih teringat saat keputusan Along di depan mata, betapa aku tidak faham setiap huruf yang tertera di skrin komputernya pada saat itu. Namun, kata-kata Along membuatkan aku mengerti segalanya.

“Ya Allah, along kena reseat.”

Aku tergamam. Hatiku runtuh bersama-sama air mata along yang gugur tanpa henti. Aku kehilangan kata-kata bila air mata Along tak berhenti-henti mengalir. Umi dan abah tidak ada disini untuk menenangkan Along walaupun aku tahu tak akan ada apa-apa kata-kata yang boleh menenangkan Along. Aku renung Along lama-lama. Aku tahu Along sangat kuat usahanya. Along aku ni ialah orang yang sentiasa berjaya dan tidak pernah gagal. Walaupun dia selalu menangis bila habis exam katanya soalan susah dan dia tak boleh buat, tapi akhirnya dia akan dapat markah tinggi jugak. Saat itu terdetik dalam hatiku;

“Kenapa Allah, kau buat Along macam ni?Dia dah usaha..dia dah tawakal..”

Tapi, Allah tak pernah uji manusia dengan dugaan yang dia tak mampu terima. Along bangun dan lebih kuat daripada sebelumnya. Aku kagum dengan Along. Kagum dengan semangatnya, Kagum dengan hatinya. Walaupun, hampir setiap malam dia rasa Down, walaupun nasihatku hanyalah perkataan yang sama setiap hari, namun Along cuba untuk menelan nasihatku dan menukar semua fikiran negatif kepada cas positif. Betapa kuat Along, dan betapa aku mengaguminya. Bangga mempunyai kakak yang sebegini hebat.

Tapi saat ini, Along tak sekuat itu. Tapi, suaranya semacam redha dengan apa sahaja yang akan berlaku dalam masa 2 jam nanti. Telefonku beralih tangan. Umi sedang bercakap. Memberi kata-kata semangat buat Along. Terdengar pertanyaan Umi kepada Along;

“Kenapa Along tak telefon umi lepas exam? Umi risau along macam mana kat sana? Makan ke x..takut along down”

Jujurnya hati ummi. Teringat lagi perbualan umi dengan aku khamis lepas. Betapa umi risau dengan keadaan Along. Makan tak lalu, tidur tak lena. Aku cuba sebaik mungkin untuk tidak merisaukan umi tentang keadaan Along walaupun aku sendiri risau dengan Along yang aku pun x begitu tahu bagaimana keadaannya. Umi bagitahu aku, umi n abah tiap2 malam bangun semayang hajat, tahajud. Doa supaya Allah tak hukum Along atas dosa yang umi buat. Sebak suara umi. Sampai begitu sekali doa umi. Betapa bertuahnya aku mempunyai ibubapa yang sebegini mulia.

Malam itu, lepas maghrib, umi suruh aku teman adik makan. Umi kata Umi tak ada mood nak makan. Muka umi risau. Lepas makan, aku lihat abah umi masih duduk di atas tikar sembahyang, mengaji.

Aku lihat jam di dinding. 8.45 pm.. hanya allah tahu betapa risaunya aku. Melihat umi n abah masih di tikar sembahyang, bermunajat pada yang maha esa. Aku lihat lagi jam. 9.15pm. Patutnya along sudah dapat keputusannya. Kenapa dia x call lagi?? Aku lihat umi n abah dah bangun dari tikar sembahyang dan bergerak longlai ke dapur. Cerita di tv lansung tidak mengalihkan perhatian aku pada jam. Tiba-tiba, telefon abah berbunyi. Aku terus berlari dan terus menjerit memanggil abah bila melihat nombor dengan kod +44 dihadapannya.

Aku takut hendak menjawab panggilan itu. Tidak bersedia untuk berhadapan dengan emosi along. Takut untuk menenangkan along. Abah datang dan menjawab panggilan along dengan tenang.

Dan pada masa itu, aku hanya ingin dengar suara along menjerit kegembiraan dan teruslah aku tahu along dah dapat apa yang dia inginkan. Alhamdulillah, itu yang aku dengar, dibalas dengan kata-kata syukur penuh makna daripada abah. Umi berlari-lari ke arah telefon dan aku lihat ada air bergenang di mata umi. Air mata kegembiraan katanya.

Alhamdulillah. Alhamdulillah. Alhamdulillah. Terima kasih ya Allah, aku tahu Engkau tidak zalim. Aku tahu Engkau menguji along hanya untuk melihat tahap kesabarannya. Terima kasih ya Allah, betapa manisnya kejayaan along ini selepas kegagalannya sehinggakan aku pun turut bergenang air mata menikmati kemanisan kejayaan ini.

Tahniah along. Sekarang percayalah along bahawa setiap yang berlaku pasti ada hikmahnya. Allah nak uji kesabaranmu, Allah nak uji kesyukuranmu. Semoga lebih tabah menghadapi ujian-ujian allah selepas ini. Ayuni tahu along boleh jadi doktor yang tahu macammana nak berseronok n x membosankan..hehe..love you along.

p/s: La in syakartum wa azidannakum. Bukankah allah itu maha pengasih dan maha penyayang??

p/s : Entry ini sekadar untuk mengabadikan salah satu memori yang terindah supaya tidak luput ditelan zaman. oh, sangat Rindu wajah kesayangan hamba yang sorang ini.

changes

2011-06-20T07:08:00.000-07:00

Assalamualaikum =)

Alhamdulillah, aku still ingat lagi password and username untuk blog ni..it has been a very long time. And there is no specific reason for that. Tapi, insyaallah, selepas ni bnyk lg yg aku akan tulis..bukan untuk orang bace, tapi sebagai kenangan..sb otak kita x akan ingat semua benda n aku nk abadikan kenangan pahit manis kat sini..mungkin ini perubahannya..=)

So..nak start macam mana? Okay. Aku sekarang dah 21 tahun hidup atas muka bumi allah ni. Dah habis pun tahun 2 and insyaallah akan masuk tahun 3 this coming september. So, the big question is:

What is the biggest thing that happened to me lately?

Well, aku dah dapat result exam untuk semester 4. Sem ni aku ambil 23 kredit. Too much if you asked me. And from the beginning of the sem, I aimed to get A for Biochemistry. It always be in my "100 things i want to do b4 i die". But, i always believe that u can only plan something, but the Lord is responsible for everything. And alhamdulillah, rezeki aku murah jugak sem ni. Walaupun tak dapat a untuk biokimia, tapi nama aku ada jugak dalam dean's list. And yes, this is also in my "before I die " list. =.='

Matlamat aku selepas ni: Nak dapat dekan untuk CGPA..long way to go for sure. Tapi, kita kena selalu ada matlamat kan? Insyaallah, berkat usaha dan doa..=)

unprepared condition

2010-07-07T20:57:00.000-07:00

kepada diari,

Diari, semalam something happened. Sesuatu yang sesungguhnya tak pernah terlintas dalam otak saya. N sesungguhnya, saya x kenal diri saya dah. Diary, awak msti ingt kan pasal kawan baik sy? yeah, dia yang jadi bf sy since 16. Dia yang selalu jadi tempat saya cerita semua masalah. Dia yang jadi boy friend sy bila sy sunyi. Dia yang jadi orang pertama yang tahu tentang orang yang saya minat. Dia yang selalu cakap ''Jo te kye ro mucho" at the end of our texting.Dia yang saya kongsi katil single kat matrik bila saya start homesick kat matrik sb sy x prnh duk asrama?Dia jugak yang jadi ubat bila sy homesick. Sebab bila die ade, saya rasa kuat, sy rse saya boleh buat semua bnde. Dia jugak roomate sy kat matrik sebab bilik dia ade satu katil kosong n saya pindah masuk bilik die walaupon bilik saya sbnrnye just depan bilik die..

Tapi diari, mesti awk ingt jgk kan psl dia yang saya tls dalam diari tiap2 hari sambil dengar lagu sedih n nangis-nangis sedangkan masa tuh sy patut focus kat exam matrik. Ingt x yg dia tibe2 je lansung x hiraukan sy start sem 2 kt mtrik? Ingt x die x prnh rep msg sy since that? ingt x berape je prkataan yang die ckp ngn sy mse satu sem tu? ingt x mcm mane bila sy masuk bilik dia keluar, dan bila sy keluar, dia masuk? Ingt x betapa bnyk kali saya baca Quran kat surau blok smpai bengkak mata nangis? Ingt x berapa kali saya mintak maaf dengan dia walaupon sy lansung x tahu pe sbnrnye salah sy kt dia? Ingt x kertas yang sy tls kat ats tu yg sy akan selalu ade untuk die n mcm mne die gumpal kertas tu n buang dlm tong smpah?

Tapi semalam diari, die hntr msg..die ckp die rindu sy..n die salu anggap sy best friend die? sy dh lme maafkan dia..tp nak lupe bnde yg die buat, rse mcm x mampu. N semalam kitorg chat. talk about everything like we used to before. Tapi kenape hati ni sakit, x tenang? ape yg sy ptt buat? Luka kat hati ni msh berdrh..T_T

excited dapat cuti 829,4480 saat

2010-04-14T05:39:00.000-07:00

13 April - 17 July 2010 = 96 days

96 days X 24 hours = 2304 hours

2304 hours X 60 minutes =138240 minutes

138240 minutes X 60 seconds = 8294400 seconds

* nak kira ni semua pun saya dah hilang beberapa seconds*

Sigh

Oh hi! OMG..serius lama gila x update blog! memang blog ni penuh dengan air liur labah-labah buat sarang. 2 bulan bukan sekejap tau. orang boleh mengandung dalam masa 2 bulan. orang boleh bercerai dalam masa 2 bulan. Orang boleh berkahwin dalam masa 2 bulan. Dan orang jugak boleh sembelit tak buang bahan toksik gas sulfit selama 2 bulan. paling teruk sekali, orang boleh semakin gemok dalam masa 2 bulan. * terkena batang hidung sendiri*

melihatkan tajuk entry kali ni, serius cakap saya excited gila dapat cuti selama 8294480 saat. gedik gila saya darab dengan saat dan minit segala untuk mengphyscokn diri saya bahawa cuti ini sebenarnya tersangat lah lama. Padahal hakikatnya 96 hari je kot saya cuti. pejam celik pejam celik pejam celik pejam celik tengok-tengok dah abes 96 hari.

*kalaulah kan, kalau saya jadi canselor,

xkan ada orang yang tulis blog cakap

pasal cuti x cukup sampai nak darab2

dengan saat segala ye..

sekejapnya masa berlalu kan? tiba-tiba saya bukan freshie lagi.walaupun saya masih fresh ok.masih segar bugar dan turgid macam PLANT CELL letak dalam solution yang high water concentration. And then semua air akan move down under concentration gradient and disebabkan plant cell ada cell wall, so dia x akan burst out macam animal cell..ok, saya mengarut lagi di situ. I guess ilmu pasal concentration and water movement x akan luput walaupun saya kena alzheimer disebabkan daripada menengah rendah lagi belajar benda sama, lepas itu masuk matrik pun sama belajar lagi. pastu masuk u pun sama. bukan satu subjek je yang belajar pasal ini ye. Biologi sel n Ecologi ok. serius x akan lupa sampai mati.

*tiba-tiba blog ini boleh jadi portal pendidikan utusan malaysia

belajar pasal water gradient and osmosis*

ok. sila serius sekarang ye.

*kening rapat, dahi berkerut seribu*

berbalik kepada ayat sebelum saya cakap pasal water gradient segala, sebenarnya saya nak cakap pasal saya akan dapat junior next sem. Saya nak warning awal-awal kepada bakal-bakal junior saya, JANGAN ye JANGAN panggil saya

kakak@akak (malay),

Sister@sis (english),

suster (afrikaans),

moter (albanians),

zus ( dutch),

kapatid na babae (filipino)

schwester (german),

shimai (japan)

ok cukup. dah letih nak translate.

terima kasih google translate.kamoo banyak berjasa!

xleh nak bayang kalau ada junior pnggl saya guna filipino punya accent.

T_T

macam kejam je senior ini, tapi serius la. saya muda lagi. baru nine-teen ok. masih fresh, masih sweet, masih SINGLE. Masih xde kedut-kedut di muka. Kenapa harus kita mengcomplicatedkan situasi dengan menambah perkataan kakak kat depan?? bukan sahaja kita akan mencomplicatedkan keadaan semasa ye, tatapi juga kita akan memberikan jurang yang amat dalam sedalam teluk marina yang kalau orang main hide and seek pun serius x akan jumpa sampai badan dah mereput oleh decomposer dan bertukar jadi fossil pun still x jumpa lagi.*sila baca dengan nada yang bersungguh-sungguh seperti ahli politik nak minta sedekah undi* Tsk.Tsk

Ya, saya tahu walaupun saya x berapa nak sure yang ada diantara anda yang sependapat dengan saya. Saya serius kecil hati tau bila beli barang and then salesgirl @ lagi kesian bila salesman yang hensem muka macam orang hensem (xtahu nak letak contoh siapa yang handsome sebab ramai sangat dalam kepala sekarang..ngeh3) tiba-tiba panggil kita kakak. Pfft! Padahal salesgirl tu yang tua ok. Kita muda lagi. Geram je tau kita nak panggil dia nenek. Ingat orang yang kecik2, pendek2 je yang kena panggil adik? kita pun ada hati dan perasaan jugak. walaupun kita brutal, tapi dalam hati ada taman ok. *tiba-tiba*-----> pengaruh movie

haha.mengarut lagi. ciss! x guna punya tangan..siapa suruh ko taip entry yang mengarut macam ni hah???!!! Grrrrrrrr!! * gigit tangan sendiri*

Sekian

love is in the air~

2010-02-13T08:21:00.000-08:00

well..today is 14 feb? so what? valentines day just a stupid occasion that stupid people celebrate. tapi kan seriously saya sedikit suka 14 feb bukan sebab saya sambut tapi sebab ada banyak love story dekat tv sebab tu saya suka. heh. ok, tak baik arina. baik ko download sendiri. ok.ok.

oh well. i really love love story. Most of them are fairytale. semuanya ending best-best. Even orang biasa macam cinderella pun boleh kahwin dengan prince charming. Walaupun muka cinderella comot-comot banyak arang kat muka, pastuh baju penuh dengan tahi lalat sebab mak tiri dia tak bagi dia mandi suruh dia buat kerja saja sampai sebulan tak mandi lepas tu lalat semua berak atas dia. Yuck~~tapi tetap prince charming suka kan? even barbie yang miskin kais pagi makan pagi, kais petang makan petang pun ada putera raja yang nak. Even snow white yang putih macam orang yang dah mati pun ade orang-orang kerdil suka. Even sleeping beauty yang suka tidur bertahun-tahun hibernate lah konon padahal malas bangun buat kerja rumah pun ada prince yang tolong kejutkan dengan bawak alarm clock yang besar. even puteri enchanted sebenarnya bukan orang tetapi kartun pun dapat kahwin dengan orang sebenar.

Even.. even.. even..

well, fairytale do come true eh?

well then,

if we were a movie, u will be the right guy and i will be the best friend that u fall in love with????

as if i will be that best friend~

sekarang baru boleh angkat muka, tengok dunia

2010-02-11T05:25:00.000-08:00

oh well, saya sedang fikir ayat nak tulis apa dalam slide fungi as pathogens, but then i end up fikir ayat untuk blogspot. WELL DONE.

back in home again. Memang seronok dapat cuti seminggu tapi tak seronok bila habis cuti ini menanti :

Microbiology essay - submit on 24 Feb

Analytical Chemistry - Submit on 22 Feb

Ecology Fieldwork report - 28 Feb

Bio cell molecule test - 25 feb

Analytical Chemistry test - 25 Feb

Genetic test - 28 feb

Ecology test - 23 feb

*sila menangis bersama saya sekarang*

saya tertekan weh. kenapa sem ini sangat busy? kenapa sem ini sangat penat?kenapa?kenapa???? Banyak sudah hobi saya yang dah lama tertunggak sebab busy sangat. Saya kesal weh, keciwa sangat bila :

- terpaksa mandi sekejap je. sekarang ini rasa diri ini BFF (busuk friend forever ) dengan kambing, lembu dan kerbau.

- Tak boleh dah nak berangan menari dalam hujan padahal mandi paip hujan @shower dalam bilik air pastu berangan menari dengan Zac efron and well, I'm gabriella montez.kih kih *gelak malu*

- Tak boleh dah nak lepak makan lama - lama kat gerai depan bilik then usha orang tu ngumpat orang ni then siap compare lagi : "kiah, rina dengan orang tu mana lagi gemok?"T_T

- Tak boleh dah nak tengok cerita korea yang hero dia hensem sahaja taw sebab bila hero tak hensem automatic taknak tengok terus then masa tengok cerita itu duduk atas katil, sambil gigit bantal busuk pastu jerit "hensemnyer mamat ni! hensemnyer mamat ni! tolonglah tolonglah! pastu kata lagi " bodoh betul lah perempuan ni. xnampak ke lelaki tu suka die weh?buta ke? takpe - takpe denise oh, takpe - takpe daniele henney, meh sini meh"..sambil melambai-lambai tangan kepada laptop.

- tak boleh nak post blog selalu, idea tak ada sebab satu masa tu dah simpan banyak sangat ayat untuk new post tapi memory full kat otak terpaksa sent dalam recycle bin idea2 untuk blog untuk simpan theory Pak Cik Darwin untuk evolusi dan bila bukak balik recycle bin, semua ayat-ayat telah hilang and x boleh nak rstore items lagi.

saya ingatkan cuti ni saya bebas. bebas nak pergi kedai tudung ariani yang baru bukak kat terengganu. bebas nak habiskan duit sugar Daddy saya shopping sana shopping sini. bebas nak tengok cerita korea sampai lepas itu x boleh nak tidur sebab bila pejam mata sahaja rasa susah hati fikir " camna ni kalau denise oh tak jatuh cinta dengan aku? camna ni? camna nih????"Tsk.

* oh well arina, baik ko siapkan slide ko sebelum ko terfikir nak kahwin dengan denise oh*

*tapi kan, kalau la kan, kalau la tak dapat denise oh, dapat daniele henney pun i redha je..*

ngeh ngeh ngeh~~~

ciri2 lelaki idaman yang saya x akan dapat dalam kehidupan ini

2010-01-23T19:38:00.000-08:00

sy serious suka saangat bila kakak saya, liyana ghazali call sy 2 hari sekali tanpa kegagalan. Disebabkan perbezaan time zone 8 jam, so die akan telefon saya bila saya sibuk2 panjat katil duble decker, bersedia nak tidur ataupun bila air liur basi dah melimpah ke bantal pastu melekat kat pipi, ingatkan mimpi apa sedih2 sangat sampai menangis-nangis, rupa2 nya air liur basi lekat kat pipi. Biase la tu, saya dah boleh hafal dh bila die free sb dh 4 tahun rutin yang sama je.

Lps tu kan, saya suka jugak bila kakak saya telefon lewat2 malam ataupun awal2 pagi, saya pun terus gayut kat luar koridor. Sajaa je buat macam tu so that bila orang lalu lalang, diorang tengok, fikir dalam hati : ''ish budak ni,mesti gayut dengan boyfriend tu''..tak dinafikan perasaan riak dalam hati bila orang kata saya ade boyfriend.T_T

Kakak saya, along ibarat boyfriend yang saya x pernah ada.bunyinya agak menakutkan, tetapi itulah realiti yang sebenar. The other day kakak saya telefon taw..die duk cerita pasal sorang doktor lelaki ni la, hensem glew. Orang pakistan, tp dh ada makwe. Kalau along cakap hensem, memang hensem sungguh lah. Sebab taste die tinggi melangit. Then, die ckp macam ni

''ayuni, aku tak tahu la kenapa dengan aku ni. Bila ada lelaki hensem depan aku, aku mesti jadi tak ingat semua yang ak belaja.pastu aku rasa malu2, control2 je. Pastu aku rasa die tngok aku, wlaupun sbnrnye xpun.''

''olo along. Bukan mu sorang je gitu. Aku pun gitu gak. Tp ak lg kronik la, kalau laki x hensem,gemok tngok ak pun, ak jadi perasan jugak''

'' yeke?kronik la mu ni ayuni.haha. Eh, ak konfius gak mu ni. Sejak habis mtrik, mu xdop dh cite pasal lelaki..mu ni suka perempuan dh ke??debar gak aku..sejak mu frust ngan cedric tuh, xdop dh bunyi suka sape2''

''haha..gle la. Mane ade. Aku xdop hati nak suka sape2 dh..normal lg la..''

Tsk. Itulah dia. Even kakak i pun perasan i xdek cita sal lelaki dh sekarang ini. Kalau dulu boleh nangis2 sb crush sy tngok perempuan len (je?), sekarang saya lebih matang..lebih berdedikasi.lebih berkaki lebar walaupun hakikatnya peha saya yang semakin lebar sekarang ini. T_T

kalau ada orang tanya saya kan camna lelaki idaman saya, saya akan mula rasa excited nak jawab sebab saya memang dah sedia list panjang tentang ciri2 lelaki idaman saya tuh. tanpa ragu-ragu meh kita usha camna lelalki idaman seorang budak yang adorable bernama arina ayuni ni

1) saya nak bF yang leh hisap darah macam EDWARD CULLEN. terdapat beberapa kebaikan yang boleh I perolehi daripadanya iaitu I x payah susah2 keluar duit banyak2 belanja dia makan kan,just bagi dia darah je. kalau masak ayam goreng tuh, jangan masak sampai garing, biar ada darah2 sket. jimat dah situh. boleh save bajet untuk cincin kahwin yang besar2. YEAY!. disamping itu, dia juga boleh bertukar menjadi seperti berlian apabila badannya terkena cahaya matahari. jadi, I boleh la kerat beberapa bahagian yang paling berkilau, buat cincin. memang I ni marvellous lah!

2) saya nak bF yang putih macam snow white, pastu saya nak die flourescent jugak. sebab kan , kalau i jalan2 malam2 ngan dia, dia boleh berfungsi menjadi seperti lampu pendaflour yang bergerak. sy s payah susah2 bwak torchlight. Bukan itu sahaja, kalau masuk dalam cinema, kan susah nak cri seat. lampu kat seat 2 malap sngat, memang I trouble lah kalai nak cri seat. Kalau die ada, I boleh cri seat tnpa bersusah payah sebab chaya imannya memancar sampai orang siap tutup mata sebab terlalu silau.

3) lagi kan, saya nak bF yang tinggi. bila saya cakap tinggi memang tinggi la kan sebab saya dah tinggi dan kalau boleh eh memang kena boleh saya nak bF yang bila saya tengok dia saya kena letak tangan kat mata lindung silau cahaya matahari sebab dia terlalu tinggi. Pastu kan, saya dah berangan taw, bila die cakap dengan saya, die kena tunduk kepala dia sikit pastu saya kena jinjing kaki sikit. heh. romantik gitu. *malu sendiri*

memang seronok kalau berangan-angan. Persoalannya, kita selalu nak yang perfect, tapi berapa sangat yang perfect tinggal kat atas muka bumi ni? rasanya kalau nak perfect kena tunggu bidadara kat syurga nanti kot. OK. lepas ni kita kena jadi lebih baik, so that kita masuk syurga pastu boleh jumpa bidadara pastu kita boleh mintak macam2 :

nak bidadara gemok?

nak bidadara tinggi?

nak bidadara kaya?

nak bidadara cantik?

nak bidadara putih?

nak bidadara pakai tutu?

nak bidadara lamar saya kat disneyland?

nak naik eiffel tower ngan bidadara?

nak naik meteor dengan bidadara?

nak bidadara kutip bintang untuk saya?

masa tu, xdek pape yang mustahil. semua impian yang paling bodoh pun allah akan tunaikan. So, same2 lah kita jadi lebih baik, lebih "Bertamadun" so that kita layak masuk ke syurga alllah. Amin. renung2kan dan selamat beramal

saya cinta kamu

2010-01-14T23:22:00.000-08:00

Tahu tak??????

bila adik saya, muhammad aiman lahir, sy tahu dah yg sy x akan jdi anak bongsu dah..xleh dah nak mintak abah dukung selalu sebab abah ade dua tangan je..xleh dukung ramai-ramai budak.

bila adik saya lahir, saya tahu dah dia akan jadi musuh ketat saya seumur hidup..

bila adik saya lahir, saya tahu dah yg sy kena share sume bnde ngn die..

bila first time sy tngok adik saya dalam bilik baby kat klinik bersalin tuh, sy tanya lah ayah saya mana satu la kan adik saya..bila ayah saya tunjuk yg tu, automatic sy cakap;

"hitammnya dia, abah"

bila adik saya lahir, sy tahu dah kepala die besar sngat sebab die suka hantuk kepala die kat lntai bila die x dpt bnde yg die nak.

bila adik sy lahir, sy tak tahu bila die dh ade gigi, die akan gigit punggung sy bila sy tukar tv chanel mse die ngah tngok power rangers

bila adik sy lahir, sy xtaw yg kitorg akan selalu gaduh, bertumbuk-tumbukan, bergigitan-gigitan, berpukul-pukulan, bersepak - sepakan selama 13 tahun.

bila adik sy lahir, sy xtaw yg sy akan jdi senior die mse kat sek men sheikh abdul malek

bila adik sy lahir, bila sy x smpt nk recess, x smpat nak gi beli burger kat koop sebelum hbis, die rehat awal, die tolong beli berger kat sy pastu men2 lalu dpn kls sy mse cg mngajar kat dpn.

bila adik sy lahir, sy xtaw yg die akan jadi informer sy pasal crush sy

bila adik sy lahir, die lah yg akan bgtaw sume sal crush sy. saiz kasut, style rmbut, berapa bnyak bulu yg crush sy ade kat kaki bila diorg amek air semayang sme2 kat surau sekolah.

bila adik sy lahir, sy xtaw yg die lah yg sy plng nk jumpa, nak borak2, nak cakap2 kalau sy balik dri kolej

Bila adik sy lahir, sy xtaw yg sy akan sayg die mcm sy sayang die skrg

bila adik saya lahir, sy xtaw sy akan cinta die mcm sy cinta die sekarang

bila adik saya lahir, sy xtaw pun die akan jadi pandai walaupon die adik sy

tapi sekarang, saya xtaw pun bila adik saya lahir, die akan gi Alam Shah 2 Feb ni

rasa mcm baru semalam gadoh2 smpai tarik2 rmbut

rasa macam baru semalam maen cakar2 tangan sampai darah2

rasa macam baru semalam main game " kalu mu sentuh aku sekali, aku pukul mu sekali"

rasa macam baru semalam jadi kakak yg sangat kejam for 13 tahun

rasa macam baru semalam kakak ini cakap die bnci adik die

tapi sekarang, tanpa paksaan tanpa ragu-ragu, aku nak cakap, "ak cinta mu"..

sorrry banyak cakp jahat2..

sorry banyak kata mu hitam

salah mu jugak kata aku gemok

mu selalu je buat perangai annoying gile

tapi bila kat sekolah mu selalu je buat2 senyap depan kawan2 ak

pandai nyer mu jadi pemalu depan kawan2 aku yg cantik tuh

tapi sekarang, mu baik sangat

selalu buat lawak smpai aku rse nk pecah perut

selalu respect aku..selalu belanja aku

tu yang aku suka pasal mu

mu buat aku rasa kalu aku xde boyfriend pun xpe..

sb aku ade mu nk cheer up aku bila ak sedih

mu selalu x rasa bosan bila aku banyak kali cerita pasal cedric tuh

bukan itu sahaja, mu jugak ade satu album taylor swift dlm mp4 mu sb ak minat taylor swift n bila2 mse je nk dgr mp4 mu

hahahaaaa~

xyah r nak cakap banyak2..
pokoknya..

AKU SAYANG CINTA LOVE HEART KAMU

bila markah quiz saya dapat macam ini...

2010-01-09T21:11:00.000-08:00

semua oraang punya muka @ semua muka orang jdi pucat bagaikan arteri tersumbat dengan lemak tepu yang banyak bila dapat sistem pesanan ringkas daripada penghulu kursus iaitu cik amin.

" madam shikin suruh amek kertas quiz kt bilik die"

Semua orang start rasa cuak.termasuklaH
orang yang mengepost entri ini juga. Cuaknya die tidak terkira. Wlaupun die dh study siang dh malam (eceh), bimbang juga nsb x menyebelahi die. Waktu makan pn bukan lg waktu yg menyeronokkan bginya. Memang cuak gle la. Xyah r nk describe lebih2

Lps mkn, sume grk g blk madam.berdebarnya nk tngok mrkh quiz mcm berdebarnya nk tngok kad jemputan khwin ex bf. Ape ntah ak mengarut nih? Teman pn xtaw la nk habaq lagu mana bila tengok dakwat pen merah ats quiz menunjukkn 5/13. Boleh byang muka mak ayah di kampung. Boleh nmpak masa depan kerja menyapu smpah kat hospital je bila cita2 sebenar nk krja kat makmal hospital x kesampaian, kerja sapu smpah pn boleh la. Begitulah gambaaran yg bermain di fikiran.

Cuuba menanam kata-kata pujukan di fikiran...

"ish, ko x slah.soklan tu yg susah"
"ak x bawak kalkulator ari tuh, tu psl ak xleh buat.kalu aku bwk, cikgu bru nk kata awk boleh mula sekarang pn, ak dh angkt tngan cakap dh siap"

Hibanya rsa hati nih bila teringat kembali hari kejadian.hari quiz dijalankan. Pagi2 lagi dh pesan kat rumate: "kiah, jgn lupa bwk kalkulator"..alih2 diri sndri yg terluppa membwa bnde alah tu. Lps tu smpai dewan kuliah, muka pucat mcm pesakit albino bila cg ckp ade kuiz lps tuh xleh share mesin kira dengan kawan. Dah la mse tuh dtng lmbt, lps tu terpkse duk depan sekali. Memg kalu i ckp depan tu, mksudnya memg depan lah wei smpai ko kne dongak kepala kalu nk tngok slide phtu mula r spu yoko2 kat leher malam2. Pastuh kan mse buat quiz lak, cg tuh boleh lak statik je berdiri sebelah line kami duduk. Nervous nak tlis jwpn. Lg nervous nk curi2 amek kalkulator jiran sblh. Last2 cg ckp mse hbs n teka r weh, teka r brape soklan je ak jwb?????

Satu soklan je.

So, skrg ni aku x kira. Ak tetap nak ckp kalu aku bawak kalkulator msti ak dh dpt full mark. Pastuh kat ats krtas tuh msti madam tls GOOD. Ak nk GOOD pastuh nk dpt bintang baaaaaaaaaanyaaaaaaaaaaaaaak2 mcm kat tadika dlu.

********************************************************************
Tiba-tiba kan, xtaw lah kenapa tiba-tiba je teringat peribahasa ni..

"tak pandai menari, lantai disalahkan"
@

"x pandai masak, cakap garam x masin sngt?"
@
"x pandai main badminton, cakap raket badminton x cukup mahal or tali x tegang sngat?"

Alaaa..u know what i mean kn?
Entah betol entah tidak peribahasa ni. Maklumlah I ni bru migrate dri LONDoN.

KESIAN

senyum kambing

2010-01-09T00:16:00.000-08:00

ok. sekarang saya sedang senyum kambing. eventho saya xtaw cmne kan kmbng senyum, tp sy rse mcm ni.

x dinafikan ramai yang tergoda dengan semyuman I. ramai yang dahBERANI meniru gaya senyuman I sekarang ni. Taapi I x pernah salahkan diorang.What can I do? I'm such a style maker. Meh sini sy nak tunjuk the copy cats of me ok.

#1 : britney spears

tdi tulis ramai yang jadi copy cats. alih2 I tnjuk satu je. Knape ntah sush gle nak upload photo. *alsan yang sudah biasa diguna*

saya bukan nk membangga diri. tidak sma sekali. tapi kan semua orang cakap sy senyum mcam artis. diorang sume cakap sy mcm kanak2 ribena wlaupun sy skrg ni lebih suka minum air masak berbanding air ribena. weh weh weh. nak cerita sikit. I sekarang tengah diet ais. Serius x mnum ais for 2 mggu dh. oh, sophistikated gle kot ak. berkaliber n berkarisma. tp berat still di takat itu. stiil lg bila nk tmbg berat badan, buang segala barang kemas, ambik scale sembunyi - sembunyi timbang dalam bilik, tak timbang lepas makan takut berat bertambah. tapi lepas nmpk jarum scale berhenti ke arah itu, terus kata

umi..kat mane la beli penimbang ni? tengok? x pasal2 ayuni naik satu kg..tu la, ayuni kate dh jngan beli penimbng kat mydin..
T_T

kadang-kadang nak jugak bangun pagi, terjun je dari katil double decker tuh, tiba-tiba seluar tercabot sebab pinggang dah ramping, punggung dh flat. lepas tu boleh buat iklan

" lihat pinggangku, ramping kannnn".

itulah impian aku yang x tercapai lagi. T_T

kadang - kadang lagi, selalu je I tengok kerengga smbil termenung sambil bermonologue:

"camna la punggung ko leh sekecik ni"

sambil menadah tangan berdoa supaya dapat punggung sekecil itu. Tsk.

ok.ok. disini bukan ruangan untuk tidak mensyukuri nikmat yang diberi. nasib baiklah arina ko kurus-kurus ala cute - cute gitu. ko nak ke jadi pesakit bulimia?anorexic?ataupun nak jdi mcm kanak-kanak yang x cukup nutrient yang kurus gle smpai xleh nk bngun? *teringat video kat fb dlu-dlu*

ok. enough about overweight. Skrg I nak cerita sal sem baru. Sem ni kan I balaja Basic Microbiology. Tp siyes bila belaja sal microb ni, tiba-tiba I bertukar jadi clean freak. Nak makan ape-ape jajan tnpa basuh tangan, tiba-tiba jadi satu benda yang sangat susah nak dibuat. makanan itu pun macam susah je nak ditelan. Masuk public toilet pun siyes geli nak pegang paip, nak buka air. tengok lantai teringat kat E.coli, pseudomonas sp. teringat kat bio films. dedicated gle ngn microbiology. g mane2 pn teringat kat e.coli sp. T_T

sekarang ni sedarlah kenapa Allah x buat microorganisms tu jdi Macroorganisms. Kalu x siyes sume orang x leh na gerak-gerak, statik je sb takut terserempak dengan microorganism sebesar dinosaur.

ok lah. setakat ini sahaja dulu. I post ni pn sb ade orang mengomel-ngomel I x post blog baru. comel je I guna perkataan "mengomel". first time I guna tu. haha. I memang comel.

bila saya stay kat kolej weekend2 ini

2009-12-24T01:04:00.000-08:00

baharu saja tadi, seorang perempuan berumo 19 tahun ni mundar mandir dalam bilik dia. kelas dia ari ni just 30 jam je.cuba korang bayang, 1/2 jam weh.a.k.a (jap2, nak kire) 1/2 jam x 60 sec=1800 sec..ok, kalau korang kira darab dengan sec mmg la nmpk bnyk.x aci la weh. tp siyes la, masa yang diambil untuk gosok baju nak gi kelas lagi lama daripada masa dengar kuliah 1/2 jam.

ok. mggu ini this girl membuat satu pengorbanan yang tidak ternilai harganya. she refuse to go home this weekend. sedangkan semua orang dah angkut beg masing2 kol 9 pg tdi lagi. sebenarnya this girl terkilan sebab bila die balik last week, her handsome daddy cakap macam ni:

"next week kalau balik rumah lagi, abah nak kunci pintu"

dushhhhhhhhhhh!!!!!!

pada saat itu, hati retak seribu. pada masa itu, jantung berhenti berdegup sesaat. KUNCI PINTU??KUNCI PINTU WEH!!! korang tak tahu macammana besarnya mangga kat rumah ak. sanggup abah aku yang handsome tu nak kunci pintu sebab his favorite daughter ni selalu balik rumah tiap2 petang khamis disebabkan rindu yang mendalam terhadap bapaknya yang handsome tuh.......Tsk. sedih wei. korang tak tahu. pastu,then,later on my handsome daddy tu siap kata lagi camni:

"nanti bila dah siap rumah baru, abah nak buat pintu rmah tu siap ada cermin kat tepi. kalau nampak ayuni je kat luar, terus kunci pintu cepat2."

sekali lagi, hati ini dirobek seperti merobek kulit durian.

* kosa kata yang salah.tapi aku x kira, ak nak perkataan merobek gak.*

so, dri hari abah mengucapkan perkataan itu smpai la tadi, siyes ak xnak balik rumah smpai ak grad. tapi tadi terpaaksa jugak hantar message kat abh sebab dah pokai.

that girl: abah, masuk duit sikit. ayuni x balik minggu ni
her handsome daddy : how are u? i miss u alotlah
that girl: i'm fine. ayuni x balik rumah minggu ni.sebab abah kata nak kunci pintu kalau ayuni balik.ayuni balik next week la
her handsome daddy: kalau nak balik, balik la. abah bukan apa takut terganngu pelajaran ayuni..pointer 3.5 keatas baru senang nak dapat kerja..ingat tu
that girl: tahu. takpela, ayuni balik next week je. hehe.i miss u abah!

see?my dad memang dia rindu anak dia yang sorang ni, tp dia pn terpaksa mengorbankan rindu dia so that anak dia yang sorang ni boleh study sampai dapat dekan every sem. huhu.

*abah taip message tak gunashort form pn. ni baru lah melayu sejati*

so, right here right now i kena face hakikat bahawa saya stuck di sini selama 2 hari. esok plan nak bawak rumate2 ku jalan2 satu bandaraya. eceh2, bandaraya konon.hampeh. i tak pernah terbayang pn nak gi outing jalan2 di tmpat sendiri dengan rumate seumo hidup i. tp, takpela. bila lagi kan nak enjoy. nak makan banyak2! ok then, kiah dah hantar message cakap i keluar bilik mengonline kat kafe sorang2 x bg khbr berita kat dia. i better balik sekarang.

p/s :at this moment nak congratulate my bro coz he got 9a in pmr. congrats aiman! nanti kurang sorang lagi kat rumah kalau eman g sbp.huwaaa!!

p/s lg skali: nampak orang angkut beg lagi. pergi r men jauh2 wei. hati ak fragile nih!huhu

facts of life

2009-12-20T22:22:00.000-08:00

hi there.

semalam, saya ada terjumpa something interesting dekat board seorang lecturer kat kolej saya.
tajuknya : FACTS OF LIFE.. saya sangat excited act nak post the " FACTS" kat sini since it's so true. so, saya dengan semangatnya capture picture so that apa yang saya baca semalam tak luput di ingatan. harap2nya anda semua x pernah baca lagi semua ini ok. so, here they are!

~FACTS OF LIFE~

A Wonderful Message

The paradox of our time in history is that
we have taller buildings but shorter tempere, wider freeways but narrower viewpoints.
We spend more, but have less. We buy more, but enjoy less
We have bigger houses and smaller families, more convenience but less time.
We have more degrees but less sense.
more knowledge, but less judgement,
more experts, yet more problems,
more medicine, but less wellness.

We drink too much, smoke too much, spend too recklessly,
laugh too little,
drive too fast, get too angry,
stay up too late, get up too tired,
read too little, watch TV too much, and pray too seldom,
We have multiplied our possessions,but reduced our values,
We talk too much, love too seldom, and hate too often.

We've learned how to make a living, but not a life.
We've added years to life not life to years.
We've been all the way to moon and back,
but,
have trouble crossing the street to meet a new neighbour,
We conquered outer space but not inner space.
We've done larger things, but not better things.
We've cleaned up the air, but polluted the soil.
We've conquered the atom, but not our prejudice.
We write more, but learn less.
We plan more, but accomplish less.
We've learned to rush, but not to wait.
We build more computers to hold more information, to produce
more copies than ever, but we communicate less and less.

These are the times of fast food and slow digestion,
big men and small characters,
steep profits and shallow relationship,
These are the days of two income but more divorce, fancies
houses but broken homes,
These are days of quick trips, disposable diapers, throwing
morality, one night stands, overweight bodies, and pills to
everything from cheer, to quiet, to kill.

pernah tak rasa kekurangan dalam hidup?

2009-12-18T07:00:00.000-08:00

salam.oh, semangat rasanya nak post something new malam ni. thanks to that 2 comments. now u know right how comments can really change me.hoho.

lately, rasa sangat mals nak write something coz in the end, i jugak yang baca sendiri.sedikit frustrated act. tp sekarang dah x kisah. coz now i'll treat this blog as my diary. i used to have diary before, tp sekarang ni rasanya dah tersangat dewasa nak buka diary yang ada mangga dan tulis "dear diary".

a couple of days before, kiah a.k.a my roomate suddenly asked me this :

" rina, pernah x rasa kekurangan dalam hidup??"

it took me a while to analyze her question. then, it took me another minute to think of the answers. tiba masa untuk muhasabah diri sendiri. kalaulah kita ini adalah seorang hamba allah yang bersyukur dengan nikmat yg diberi olehnya, pasti tanpa membazirkan satu saat kita akan terus jawab

" allah dah bagi semua yang terbaik untuk aku. tak ade satu benda pun yang allah pernah terlupa nak bagi kat aku."

sedarlah aku pada saat itu bahawa aku bukanlah seorang hamba yang selalu bersyukur dengan nikmatnya. walaupun kita sentiasa diselamkan dengan hakikat bahawa allah tahu semua yang terbaik untuk kita. allah itu tak akan uji hambanya dengan perkara yang tak mampu untuk kita hadapinya.

the other day, i got my sem result. it's 3.48. honestly, kecewanya saya bila smpai kolej tngok ramai kawan saya dapat 3.5 n above. cemburunya saya bila tengok slip result diorg ada tertulis perkataan " anugerah dekan". sakit hatinya saya bila orang duk tanya result saya n later akan cakap "oloh, sikit lagi nak dekan.rugi sungguh".

tapi lagi rugi bila seseorang tu tak bersyukur dengan nikmat yang allah bagi pada dia coz dia duk sibuk tengok orang yang dapat lebih daripda dia. cuba kalau dia alihkan sekejap pandangan dia kepada orang yang dapat jauh lebih sedikit daripada dia. pasti dia akan lebih bersyukur. n itu jauh lebih menenangkan daripda duk sakit hati bila tengok orang dapat lebih dari kita.

ama pernah cakap macam ni bila saya bgtaw dia saya kecewa dengan rsult saya yang sebegitu. then dia cakap

" ko ni. aku ingat lagi time kat matrik bila ko x dapat 3.0, ko merungut sikit lagi nak dapat 3. ko cakap dapat 3.0 pn cukup dah. sekarang, ko merungut pasal x dapat 3. 5 pulak."

selepas ini, insyaallah saya akan lebih mensyukuri nikmat allah. saya dah belajar sesuatu hari ini. adakah anda sudah cukup mensyukuri nikmat allah selama ini??

" percayalah, allah itu tahu apa yang terbaik untuk mu. sesungguhnya allah itu maha mengetahui."

* renung-renungkan. dan selamat beramal.^_^~

mencari jodoh

2009-11-30T05:11:00.000-08:00

oh, hi kepada anda yang sudi membaca blog saya kali ini.malam ni neuron di dalam otak saya tidak henti2 menghantar signal kepada otak saya untuk memikirkan perihal jodoh.rasanya mungkin disebabkan didorong oleh statement umi petang td.

"umi bimbang jugak nak buat rumah besar2 ni.nanti umi ngan abah je duk umah, anak2 semua duduk dengan suami. x duduk ngn umi dah"..
n aku dengan confidentyer akan ckp:
" eh umi, ayuni duduk dengan uminyer..ayuni nak save duit nak beli kereta wolkswagen beetle."
..huhu..

baru sahaja tdi saya googleing "mencari jodoh"..then keluar la page myjodoh.com.oh, inilah first time saya search bnde camtu.agak menakutkan sebenarnya.rasa macam diri ini sudah sangat desperate hendak mempunyai soulmate.persoalannya:

desperatekah aku???

desperatekah aku bile aku lihat kakak aku buat private blog tajuknya "the love story between u n me"??
desperatekah aku bila aku dapat tahu bahawa schoolmate yg seusia dengan ku sudah mahu bertunang??
desperatekah aku bila lihat seorang anak dato' yang sangat hensem di kolejku berpegangan tangan dengan gf nye di KB mall tempoh hari??

tidak. ak baru 19 tahun. perjalananku masih jauh. berjuta halangan menungguku dihadapan. bermacam2 jenis lelaki akan ku temu. mungkin ada seorang dikalangan mereka adalah mr.right. siapa?bagaimana?kenapa?bila?dimana? aku pun xtahu.

*macam nak buat essay bm*

kebenarannya saya sebenarnya geli melihat keromantikan orang yang sedang dilamun cinta. mak saya cakap diorang ni macam angau je.macam kaki x pijak tanah.mungkin diorang tersangat happy macam ada atas awan yg ke 9..*cloud 9*..entah la.ak x pernah bercinta.

menyukai pernah.
mencintai mungkin pernah dalam tidak sedar.
dicintai?
perkataan itu bukan untukku.

setiap orang ada love story masing-masing.
and i always wonder how's my love story gonna be like?

a christmas carol 3D

2009-11-29T05:02:00.000-08:00

oh, hai!

a christmas carol 3D punya sangat best.pergila tengok.bawak datuk, nenek, moyang, mak mertua, bakal suami, bakal anak, bakal cucu, bakal besan sekali ok.sure x nyesal.nak2 masa rasa macam salji turun atas kepala kita. serius.serius.serius. sangat best cerita tuh!!!

thanks to ama yang belanja tiketnya.rasanya x mampu kot nak beli sendiri.17 ringgit for one ticket!haha

pekak

2009-11-14T17:39:00.000-08:00

huhu..lmanyer x tulis blog..arina2..ngokngek gle..my last post was on 5 sept 2009..god.dunno la npe lme x memblog.busy mungkin?malas mungkin?atau xde bnde nk cite mungkin?mungkin2..

skrg ni telinga saya sedang disumbat dengan lagu yang baru sy download secara illegal baharusan..green day-21 guns.baru je dengar lgu ni kat radio pg tdi time hntr kanak2 ribena tu ke sekolah.so right now, klau org ckp "arina, ko cun la" xkan memberi kesan pape pada sy..sy xkn belanja die mcD sbb sound wave dri mult die mcm ultrasound yg x dpt didengari oleh telinga biasa..ok2..sy mengarut lg.T_T

ok.skrg ni sy sedang menjalani cuti2 malaysia di rumah.final paper baru shaja berlalu n alhamdulillah tuhan menjawab semua doa hambanya yg seorang ini. saya sudah berusaha so skrg ni saya mau tawakal pula.rumate sy ckp rsult will be out in two weeks time.so, sy nak enjoy dlu sblm result itu datang membunuh sy atau harapnyer sy dpat menumpaskn die dlu..ngeh3..

owh.baru sy teringat.khms ni sy akan ketemu sama teman mkn ice cream~mkn honeydew~mkn karipap sy..amalina nabir..sngt excited actually..coz dah rasa sngat lama x jumpe die.sy dh warning die awl2 supaya sediakan duit bnyk2 sb die dpt jpa nyer scholarship so die sngtt kaya sekarang.so sy mau buat die muflis dlu memndngkn nex sem die dpt duit yg bnyk lg skali.oh, i'm such a gewd friend..hehe..

my life rite now is so far so good.well, wat more can i ask for when i've evrything with me now.family yg gile2, rumate yg senang untuk dibuli,coursemate yg supportive..kwn yg x lupe kwn..i guess it's enough for now.sy mahu belaja untuk menghargai dan mensyukuri nikmat allah dlu.

till my next post, take care.

di luar sana

2009-09-05T22:29:00.000-07:00

now i'm sitting in front of the worn-out pc in psnz lib.so dissapointed right now coz the internet is so so so lembab n i can't open kiah punya fs. Kiah was so excited to show me her bf.n this pc suddenly sabotage me n now i end up posting another blog.

just now i had read some kiah-punye-kwn-punye-blog.get what i mean?haha.her friends now study in india.wow! india??!! i can only imagine the movie "slumdog millionaire" in my mind right now.the less fortunate-poor people.and nothing else.how can u survive in india for god's sake?but after read their blog, i suddenly comes to my conclusion that the people who study there is not an ordinary person.they must have a very great determination and they are willing to face the greatest challenge of all~homesick.

yeah, i know.homesick.for me,that's the greatest challenge.mybe that's why i never dream to fly to anywhere.but i'm so amazed by those people include my sis that can actually live there and enjoy themselves.a complete wow.

i just love read other's people blog.it makes me feel grateful that my life is much more happier than others who are less fortunate.but those challenges that make us strong right? and also make our life more colorful than how it already is."setiap kesusahan itu pasti ada kesenangan"..Allah mengetahui apa yang terbaik untuk kamu.

here we go again

2009-09-03T02:30:00.000-07:00

uh-oh.back in home again.probably this is the last before raya.so, kena~wajib~harus makan banyak2 agar x mengidam mkann kat rumah.yeah!

check my twitter td.then, ternmpk twitter che aten."CheAten saw a good friends's photo from jordan in BHarian Salam Aidilfitri corner.. waa, rindunye kt Syair T__T".n then i start gelabah search berta harian online kat google.then rasa hampa coz x jumpe gmbr syair.T_T..nk tengok!cmna taw ngn syair si secreto skrg.lama x dgr cite.huhu.ntah2 dah nk kawen kn.

skrg, problem i dh settle.rumate~disco~speaker besar semua sudah menjadi sejarah buat aku.alhamdulillah.ni kot berkat kesabaran yang tinggi.cewahhh.but back to the basic, ak sngat2 bersyukur padaNya coz dengar doa ak..rumate baru best..satu kepala..we can get along very well..a never ending alhamdulillah~

arghh!i kne present an introduction speech this monday night.8 minutes dude.it's not really what we can call as a short time.cuak~nervous~takowt!

last wednesday :

miss noraini(my public speaking lecturer): ok nuranina (die tertuukr nme saya..sob3)..what topic that u want to talk about this monday?

me : urm..i want to talk about my daddy

*and then everyone stares at me*

lect: oh, u want to talk about your dad.ok, interesting.what do u want to tell about your father?

me: (muka dh cuak seribu) urm, mybe about my memory with him,his characteristics that amaze me?

lect : ok.i can't wait to hear it. but make sure it's not long enough ok.

arghhhh! malunyer..tibe2 rse mcm nk tuko topik.ak sorg je kot yg dengan bangganyer nk ckp psal ayh ak.haha.tp xpe.i'm really proud actually.hehe.i'm on my way to make that speech.wish me luck!

oh, ajil dh nk pergi beijing this sept.ari tu col frh.alhamdulillah, die dh ok. hrp2 die slalu akn ok. to ajil : congrats eh! nanti smpai beijing, beli satu tket disneyland hong kong kat rina..nanti kite gi sme2..jngn ajk frh taw..haha(-.-")

skrg ni sume org dh bhgie..but still, ak rindu lgi kwn2 ak kt matrik dlu..ama~frh~ila~ja~hai~umi~has! hopefully korg pn rindu ak gak! to ama: ak akn jenguk ko kt upm one day!tunguuuuuuuuuuu ak!

favorite quote of the day : " DON'T GIVE UP..YOU ARE LOVED"

.:PHOTOBOOTH:.

-Rumate baru-

~coursemate baru + couse jacket baru..bau kedai masih kuat~

~my neigbour car=my dream car..ari tu berhenti dpn pntu pgr rumah die, dgn niat nk amek gmbr kereta cute ni.then maid die nmpk n turs pnggl tuan rmh..ak sngt cuak trus memecut laju..haha~

~ex-rumate pnye speaker..x smpt nak tuang air dlm speaker ni.bg shock-idea along~

smile.smile.smile

lama rasanya x belog

2009-08-26T18:31:00.000-07:00

uh-oh.rindunya nk update blog!akhirnya termakbul juga impian ku nih.bukan maen sush nk ade masa nk update blog kot.

pg ni: bgn sahur kol 5.mata x larat nak bukak.angkut roti n air masak ats katil.makan roti sambil tido.i know, arina sangt malas.then, tido lg..dan lgi..dan lgi..until terjaga sebab rumate psg lgu kuat sangat.oh, untuk pengetahuan semua, rumate saya dh beli speaker besar masa pc fair ari tuh. what i mean by "besar' is really2 a big one la.ade satu speaker besar n 2 ekor yg kecik.

WOW!

allah nak uji saya lagi.tapi saya dh xlarat nak hadapi semua ni.kawan saya pernah kata, allah x akn uji seseorg tu kalau die x leh hadapinya. so, adakah saya memang mampu nak hadapi semua ni?hurm.pg2 lgi miscal along. x hirau dh time difference between malaysia n uk. along kol.along memg the best sister in the whole wide world.cakap ngn along, ngs lagi. argh! fragile gile.

then, letak tel.msuk blk, pakai tudung n terus keluar. x snggup dh nk serabutkn kepala dengan lagu yg x best tu eventho bru kol 7 n kls i kol 8. pergi kls, lngsung xde mood. then, masyaallah.allah dh beri petunjuk kat aku akhirnya.

sembang2 ngn coursemate name jah ni. cite kt die sal mslh i ni la,n then die ckp ade sorg coursemate i yg kluar gi mktb.n smpai skrg blk die kosong.mybe die x smpt nk buat permohonan kluar asrama before this sb die nak blah cepat2, so dlm sistem die still jdi penghuni asrama la. so, kejap lagi saya nk jupe penyelia asrama tu n nk mohon skali lgi. saya mohon supaya permohonan saya kali ni diluluskan. amin.

tp agak malu nk jumpe penyelia tu sb kes ngs ari tuh.sob3.tp xpe, nk seribu daya, x nk seribu dalih.

oh.

mlm tdi dpt berita tergempar.ajil bf my roomate yg tersayang, farah nk gi ovc.farah sngt sedih. sian die.cara die gelak pn bunyi dh len. aku taw die buat2 je. yang buat ak terkilan saat ni just sebab ak xleh nk jumpe die skrg n tolong tenangkan die.tp insyaalah, ak boleh sentiasa doakn die dri jauh.

ok la.tetibe dpt msg kate kls public speaking a\start kol 10.got to go.pasni nk jupe penyelia.wish me luck.allah, tolong aku!!

mid sem freak

2009-08-13T08:53:00.000-07:00

just a few hours before: i'm still at the college.finishing my last class before going back home without a second not reminded everyone that today i will be back home.and all of my friends also not forget to remind me, "arina, rumah ko 15 min je drpde sini!!knape nk excited sngt??ktorg yg berjam-jam ni pn seexcited ko.."..haha.HILARIOUS.PUBLIC SPEAKING LECTURE.god!! time fly fast please!! i just can't wait.nk jumpe abah, umi, along n adik2.(rina, bru 5 hari x blk umah.xkn dh mcm ni koT??)dush!!haha.lps je abis kls, trus berjlan kaki dngn pantasnyer ke hostel.pick up all the bag, n terus menyelinap msuk ke dlm van yg akan membawa pendatang2 asing ni ke stesen bus.hoho.nk blk umah yg dekat tu pun kne gi stesen bus ke??yela.abah suruh tnggu kt bwh pjbt abah.CIMB.ok, dh smpai stesen bus.now it's 5.30.perut pn dh berbunyi. my last meal:9 am this morning.LAPARNYER!! kalau umi tahu keadaan ak sekarang, sure umi ngs.haha.lapar, lapar, lapar!! cmne nak buat ni??kne mkn sumthing ni..nanti pengsan!! tengok seberang jalan, 7-eleven!! nk mkn ice cream..LOVE sparks!! DAFI!! tp spe nk jge beg??xkn la nk angkut msuk 7-e kot??xley2..tngok plk org sblh..ley cye ke muke die ni nk suruh pegang beg ak??urm..nk ke xnk??xnk ke nak??tngh berfikir2, tbe2 abah smpai.x merasa la nk mkn DAFI..dngn linangan air mata, say goodbye kt 7-e..

NOW: sitting in front of the pc.this monitor keep on changing it's colours.red->yellow->white.scary.thinking ideas to write this blog.just visited taylor swift blog.she's amazing! won two award for teen choice awards.haha.dat's why i had voted her.haha.seriously taylor, u shud thank me for that.huhu.then, buke twitter.miley cyrus.love her tweet.laugh a lot with along tonight.tdi along bukak tiffany and co website n tunjuk kt ak her wedding-ring-to-be.haha.a beautiful wedding ring is a must.ak xnk end up dngn mak mertua ak yg belikn cincin khwin ak.pleas.if my husband-to-be x cukup duit nk beli cincin yg ak nak pn, ak akn topup kn duit die as long as i get what i want.dat's what i told along.and we both laughed.along ckp beli kt PASAR PAYANG je.dpt murah.haha.senget btol.glad dat she's with me now.at least ade teman.tp along dh nk blk uk .sedih.but still, ade skit mse lgi ngn die.it's already enough i think.yup.esok blk kg.nk shoping2 ngn along.yeay!

-------------hopefully, cuti kali neh dapat digunakn dengan sebaik-baiknyer.ASSIGNMENT bertimbun - timbun.it's ok.cuti still cuti.jom kite enjoY!!--------------

you're not alone

2009-07-29T05:16:00.000-07:00

(pelangi di kmph)

rihgt now, i'm listening to you're not alone - MJ..lagu nih sngt seswai ngn situasi ak skrg ni..
td buke la fs..then nmpk 2 comment bru.

amalina nabir :askum ar..soey jd sgt pnting an drie..smpai ko de prob pown ak xambek taw..hmm..soey ek..btw..pe yg blaku de hikmahnye..dlm idup neyh de ssh n snannye..mcm plangi..kalo 1 warne je msti xcntik an..mcm 2 la idup kter..ingat agy plangi yg kte tgk kat matrix??i really mish u dear..ak cayunx cgt kat ko..papepown..ak slau doa an tbek tok kau..muax..

ila gorila : ar..are u ok

then, buke page ama nmpk plk nih.

ja omey : mu aku tepon dh arina td

kesian die..

aku pun xtaw nk tlg pe..
dei sruhh bace kt blog..

buke page ja, jumpe plk nih :

amalina nabir : hmm..yeke..xpe2..t ak bce..hmm..ak pntgkan dri cgt ker??x ambek taw sal dye pom

hurm..bce2 comment ni td, air mte ak jatuh lagi..ak rindu diorg sume..ak rindu ama, ila, ja, frh..family 4h22!! ak rindu roomate ak..ak rindu org2 yg slalu buat ak ketawe x henti2 smpai perut ak nk pch.ak snggup bg pape je yg ak ade aslkn ak ley ulang sume tu blk..ya allah..ak letih sngt ni.klu dlu ak slalu ktawe kt mtrik, skrg ni ak slalu ngs kt u.hdp ni mmg mcm roda.kdg2 kite ade kt ats, kdg2 kite kt bwh.ade mse kita ktawe smpai nk pch perut, n then ade mse lak kite mngs smpai nk pch kepala..ak dh rse sume tuh.n ak hrp sume nih akn berakhir cpt.

to ama : ama, ko ingt lgi x time ak ade soft talk ngn sue??n ak gi jumpe ko kt blk bcaan blok b mlm tuh??ak ngs2 dpn ko, n ko tngkn ak blk..ko ckp mcm2 kt ak smpai ak pn dh x ingt.ak down glew mse tuh.tp ko ckp2 mcm2 kt aku n ak rse ok blk.sori ama..aku kco ko study time tuh.
n noe wat??i can't thank u enough for that. aku harap sngt ko ade ngn ak skrg.mse ak tngh down nih. msti ko akan buat ak gelak lgi..(sebak la plop ama..air liur ak rse mcm trlekat kt kerongkong..tnde2 awl nk ngs)....n one more thing ama, ko x pntg kn dri sndri pn.ko just busy.n ak fhm tuh.so, chill la k..

to ja : thanks ja..ko col ak td.nk tercekik tulang ikan keli mse ko col td.haha.but ak rse sronok ley ckp ngn ko.sori kco ko time ade kls ae tuh.ak xtaw nk ckp ngn spe dh.ko je yg ak taw ley bg nsht time tuh.ko kn PRD..tp sori, ak just ley hntr msg kt ko.kredit ak xcukup nk kol ko lme2.tp tbe2 ko lak yg kol ak.huhu.ko mmg kye ngn kredit.dri dlu lgi..thnks a lot ja..

to ila : thnks ila..sb tnye khbr ak..ak taw ko pn busy.sume org busy skrg.ak je kot yg free skrg.sb ak xtaw nk study kt mne.haha.nwe ila, ak tulis blog ni xdpt duit pn.haha.just dpt kepuasan je.lgipun hdp ak nih x salu hepy, ni la tmpt ak release tnsion.jom r buat blog gak.huhu.

to frh : thanks frh sb ckp2 ngn ak mse lps rumate ak tngking ak ari tuh. ko snyp je time ak ngs. ko ngate rumate ak tuh abes-abesan. ko srh ak usaha jumpe pnyelia asrama.ko ckp kt aku jngn hirukn monster2 tua tuh.sb tu pn blk ak gak.hurm.jujurnyer frh, ak nk gak just buat xtaw, tp ak xleh.ermm..ak taw ko x bce blog ak nih, tp xkish la kn??ak just nk ckp thnks.

"You Are Not Alone"

Another day has gone
I'm still all alone
How could this be
You're not here with me
You never said goodbye
Someone tell me why
Did you have to go
And leave my world so cold

Everyday I sit and ask myself
How did love slip away
Something whispers in my ear and says
That you are not alone
For I am here with you
Though you're far away
I am here to stay

But you are not alone
For I am here with you
Though we're far apart
You're always in my heart
But you are not alone

'Lone, 'lone
Why, 'lone

Just the other night
I thought I heard you cry
Asking me to come
And hold you in my arms
I can hear your prayers
Your burdens I will bear
But first I need your hand
Then forever can begin

Everyday I sit and ask myself
How did love slip away
Something whispers in my ear and says
That you are not alone
For I am here with you
Though you're far away
I am here to stay

For you are not alone
For I am here with you
Though we're far apart
You're always in my heart
For you are not alone

Whisper three words and I'll come runnin'
And girl you know that I'll be there
I'll be there

You are not alone
For I am here with you
Though you're far away
I am here to stay
For you are not alone
For I am here with you
Though we're far apart
You're always in my heart

For you are not alone
For I am here with you
Though you're far away
I am here to stay

For you are not alone
For I am here with you
Though we're far apart
You're always in my heart

For you are not alone...

p/s : thanks ama, ja, ila, frh..n not to forget, ajil..thnks coz tnye khbr rina td..huhu..now i know that i'm not alone..thanks.

(ilmanyna species)

(she is one in a million)

(rainbow+ama+aku=never be replaced)

( post kli neh amek mse yg lme. skrin pc nih nmpk blur, air mata bertakung. i'm fragile..AGAIN.

hari ini ....=(

2009-07-28T01:00:00.000-07:00

ya allah..ari ni ak dh mlukn dri ak sendri depan penyelia asram yg lnsung ak x knl..nape arina??!!!!nape ko fragile sngt!!huh!!

smlm..ak tlh dimarahi atau dlm erti kte yg lbh sopan, "ditengking"oleh seorg rumate yg sngt *&^%*&^^^%^$$..(amaran..post kli neh pnh dngn kata2 kesat yg tlh ditukar menjadi simbol)..
memg *&^%$ la die tuh..x skoloh..cmne taw ley malang sngt dpt rumate gitu..ade ke die tu *&^%$ sngt smpai die tengking ak sbb ak srh die pakai earphone sb ganggu ak nk study..&^%$£"&^!!!ak ckp2 elok2 ngn die..

"kak, ley x pakai earphone??rina xleh study..kuat sngt lagu tuh"

smbil menekan keybord dngan sekuat yg mgkn, "kongsi bilik memg la mcm ni!!xkn la nk snyp je, boring r!!!"

"akak gne earphone la.."

"xdok earphone la mslhnyer.."

"sy ade earphone, akak nk pnjm amek r.."

"xyah r!"

b&^*^%$%$..ksr glew ckp ngn ak..taw r bdk kg..tp xyah r ckp tngking2 org gtu..taw la mu tu tue..ak kne respect mu..tp cube la pk gak..xkn la ak nk respect org yg kurg ajar n xdop budi bhase mcm mu!! memg siyes r.."£%^&^%^%..memg org hulu gitu kot prngai..haha

lps tuh, ak pn amek la sume2 lecture note n buku2 ak gi blk bacaan..blk tu plop nme je blk bcaan..tp lnsung xdop meja..xkn la ak nk study smbil tido..hurm..nk wt cne kn??amende lgi plhn yg ak ad..

then td ak pn pegi la pjbt pnyelia asrama..buat permohonan tuko blk..mule2 tuh cuak glew..sb ak takut ngnt klu pnyelia tu garang kn..then, ak pn msk la blk die..cte la stu2..ebcik tu kte sush sbngt nk tuko blk ni..sb blk xdop yg kosong..klu nk tuko gak, kne tuko suke sme suke..mne la ak nk cri org yg nk tuko blk ngn ak,..org len sume ade rumate2 yg besh..xde lagi ak dgr dpt rumate yg kurg ajar mcm ak..hurm..pastu mse tngh berckp2 tuh, tbe2 ak jdi sebak..mcm nk ngs gitu..then ak ngs..air mte ak x hnti2 kuor..pnyelia tu jdi panik glew n trus kte xpe2, sy akn tngok permohonan awk ni..sy akn ushkn supaye awk dpt tuko blk..nanti sy col awk klu ak dpt,,ya allah..malu glew ak..msti die ingt ak sje2 ngs so that die akn luluskn permohonan ak..but the truth is, ak sngt stress n ak dh xtaw nk buat pe..=(

adoii..mlu glew..cmne ak nk jupe pnyelia tu lgi pasni..mlu la ak..ade ke ak sng2 je ley ngs dpn org yg ak x knl..arina, u r really fragile!! xleh dh nk pretend sket..arghh!!! ak x leh r nk pk sal tu..ak leh mati disebabkan terlalu malu kekgi..god!!

ak jst nk tuko blk..ak xnk duk skali ngn monsters2 yg pekak itu lgi..diorg pasang lagu kuat glew smpai ak rse biliki ak tuh mcm disco..i hate that monsters..i really do!!

p/s: esok, along smpai malaysia!! ak sngt rindu along..just by thinking about this, makes me happy..esok, blk rumah!! ley kluar dripade monsters2 tua + hudoh n dripade disco tuh!!alhamdulillah!!

get well soon

2009-07-17T01:14:00.000-07:00

salam..skrg ni ade kt rumah..tempat yg paling menenangkn dlm dunia ni..alhamdulillah..ak dpt u dekat..bru skrg aku nmpk hikmahnyer..kalau dulu air mata ak mengalir sb ak dpt u ni, skrg ni ak boleh tersenyum dengan lebarnyer..ALLAH knows everything best..stick to it, n u will never feel lost.

hari ni hari jumaat.esok ak dh kena blk kolej.ade koke..hurm..i wish i've one more day here.ak xsuke blk bilik ak..ak rse rimas, lemas, serabut.ARGHH!! smpai ble la semua ni nk berakhr??ak trpaksa hidup sebilik ngn rumate yg lnsung ak xleh nk respect. knape ak xley nk respect die?? ak x suke org yg x ckp baek2 ngn ak..ak x suke org yg pemikiran sempit.ak xsuke org yg x bngn semayang suboh, n bile ak kejowtkn die, die liat btol nk bngun smpai ak pn dh give up nk grk die pg2. die slalu tngok ak mcm nk cri gadoh.pastu buat muke x puas hati..ak nk pnjm novel yg die bru beli pn xley.sbnyer die x bce lg.GOD! kedekut tahi hidung masin btol la ko!! cmne ak nk respect org mcm nih??sape2 de cdngn??hurm..ak bnci sume nih.

adkh ak tngh mengumpat die skrg??berdosakah ak bile ka tulis bnde yg ak x puas hati??lgpom, ak bukan mention pn nme rumate ak tuh..ak de 4 org rumate..korg plh r yg mne stu..huhu..lantak r..ak nk tls gak..kish pe ak..

ak taw ak xley nk expect sume org perngai mcm ak..sekepala ngn ak.,.tp ak juz x leh thn..die juz pk psl die jew..die x ingt ke ak pn duk kt blk tu gak..buat ak mcm x wujud.hum..allah, bg la ak kesabaran yg tnggi..lembutknlah hati die..biar die boleh fikir sket psl org len..biar jadi sensitif sket pasal bnde yg org len rse. n kuatknlah hati ak.

get well soon rina..hanging there.

roomate

2009-07-11T20:54:00.000-07:00

skrg ni ak de kt psnz..a library if u ask..urm..td dh blk bilik..but then borak2 ngn aina n then coursemate ajk g lib..ingt nk study organic chem but then ak trgoda ngan pc kt lib neh..then decide nk o9 skjp..nk meluhkn isi hati yg trpendam dripada smlm lg..

smlm ak rse sngt lonely..a word yg dh jdi mcm perkataan wajib untuk ak ckp setiap hari.smlm ak blk bilik lps mnghadiri kls koke..ak msk koir..kitorg blaja psl breathing technique mse nyanyi taw..jngn jeles.ak rse dh suara ak msti sdp mcm taylor swift la nanti.haha. then smpai kt blk trus la ak tego rumate2 ku tuh.huh.sambutan yg dingin dripade akak2 x dip kt blk ak tuh.ntah r..ak ckp ngn diorg ok jew, tp da way die ckp ngn ak mcm pe ntah.tension r.mkn pn xde kwn.rumate plop gni.xde slera lnsg nk mkn membuatkn ak mnhn lapar sehari.lunch x mkn pn.hurm.sedih x trhingga la..adkh mmg rumate ak punyer perangai mmg cmtuh or ak yg xleh adapt ngn situation nih??ak pn xtaw la..smlm ak tnye sal air..ak tnye la brape agak2 kne letak duit syiling dlm mesin air tuh untuk satu botol besar air mineral tuh..ak tnye elok je..dngn lemah lembut la kn..tp die jwb suke ati r letak bape2 pom.pndai2 r.huh.kurg asam betol.ak juz saje2 je la tnye kn.nk berckp2 ngn die la konon.tp die jwb gituh lak.tensen siot!!!!

then ptg tuh ak gi la blk kak faiz..kak faiz pn duk sorg2 dlm blk time tuh.huh.then mse ckp ngn die ak ngs lagi.ntah r.ak xleh r org ckp x elok ngn ak..sb ak x prnh buat die cmtu.letih r ade rumate gni.dh r blk sempit.then blk tu disempitkn lgi ngn prangai rumate2 yg ntah pape.adoii..sabar je la kot.aah..sabar je..

klu boleh ak nk duk rumah je.lg selesa nk study n hidup sbgai seorg plajar.kn best klu rumate ak mcm best friend ak.tp skrg ni impian tinggl impian je la kot.huhu..tkpelah rina..ni semua dugaan.untuk membuat mu kuat.

ok la..ak kne gerak dlu.ak nk study lak..organic chemistry,,fuh..hlng sket stress ak ble tulis blog nih..ok la... wish me well ok..tata

p/s : angh, aku rindu bngat sme kamu..ak sngt sedih skrg taw..nk blk rumah..=(

butterfly fly away + no boundaries

2009-07-10T09:02:00.000-07:00

td usha2 hannah montana the movie soundtrack n i found this : butterfly fly away..it's such a wonderful song.sngt sweet.miley cyrus really inspired me a lot.thanks miley.haha.btw, this is the lyric :

You tucked me in, turned out the light
Kept me safe and sound at night
Little girls depend on things like that

Brushed my teeth and combed my hair
Had to drive me everywhere
You were always there when I looked back

You had to do it all alone
Make a living, make a home
Must have been as hard as it could be

And when I couldn't sleep at night
Scared things wouldn't turn out right
You would hold my hand and sing to me

Caterpillar in the tree
How you wonder who you'll be
Can't go far but you can always dream

Wish you may and wish you might
Don't you worry, hold on tight
I promise you there will come a day
Butterfly fly away

Butterfly fly away, butterfly fly away
Flap your wings now you can't stay
Take those dreams and make them all come true

Butterfly fly away, butterfly fly away
We've been waiting for this day
All along and knowing just what to do
Butterfly, butterfly, butterfly, butterfly fly away

Butterfly fly away
Butterfly fly away

p/s : abah,umi, along,angah,boboy,aiman,aen,mera..this song is for u.thanks a lot family.

n ak pn ade stu lgi lgu yg ak sngt suke.this song makes me think that there is no boundaries between me and my dream.haha.ak nk grad dngn cemerlangnyer dlm biological science degree.insyaallah..this is the words of the song.<3 it!!

Seconds hours so many days
You know what you want but how long can you wait
Every moment last forever if you feel you’ve lost your way
What if your chances are already gone
Started believing that I could be wrong
But you give me one good reason
to fight and never walk away

Coz here I am - still holding on!

Every step you climb another mountain
Every breathe its harder to believe

You’ll make it through the pain (or through all your aches and pains)
Weather the hurricane
To get to that one thing

When you think the road is going nowhere
Just when you’ve almost gave up on your dreams
Then take it by the hand and show you that you can
There are no boundaries x2

I fought to the end to stand on the edge
What if today is as good it gets
Don’t know where the future’s headed
Nothings gonna bring me down

I’ve jumped every bridge and I’ve run every line
I’ve risked being saved but I always knew why
I always knew why

So here I am still holding on
Every step you climb another mountain
Every breathe its harder to believe

You’ll make it through the pain
Weather the hurricane
To get to that one thing

When you think the road is going nowhere
Just when you’ve almost gave up on your dreams
Then take it by the hand and show you that you can

You can go higher
You can go deeper
There are no boundaries
Above and beneath you
Break every rule coz there’s nothing between you
and your dreams

Every step you climb another mountain
Every breathe its harder to believe
Yeah…

There are no boundaries
Every step you climb another mountain
Every breathe its harder to believe
You’ll make it through the pain
Weather the hurricane

There are no boundaries x3

dare to dream! =)

2009-07-02T17:48:00.000-07:00

here i am, sitting in front of the pc while most of the new umt students have their orientation week.this is what happened when your house just 15 minutes from your uni.pleas don't try this at home.haha.
no la.haha.aku bru je smpai kt rumah smlm.orientasi yg wajibnyer smpai hri rbu je.then spe yg nk prgi, ley la prgi.tp most of the students join je.tp smlm, ak rase nk blk.then, ak pn tumpang la rumate ak yg drive kreta.die pn nk blk rumah gak.haha.tumpang skepala la kn.hik3.anyway, it's just 15 min from my house.so, agak dekat la kn.huhu.seronok btol.tkde la homesick sngt.kui3

urm.ahd lps, ak brjaya mndftrkn diri ak di universiti malaysia terengganu.in biological science.finally, ak adlh seorg mahasisiwi skrg.ak dh tua.sedey ak.haha.ok la kot.orientasi ok je.tkde la letih sngt.ak x prcye yg orientasi dh abis.haha.sblum ni ak tersngtlah takut ngn orientasi ni.tp alhamdulillah, semuanya berjalan dengan lancar.

hehe.i'm just too paranoid for nothing.urm.umt ok je.mcm best.tp stu je yg x best kot.bilik die trsngt la smpit.rasa mcm xleh nk brnafs ble duk dlm tuh.huk3.tp xpe, stahun je.lps ni ak cbut lri duk kt rumah je la.huhu.sbr je la rina.yg x adilnyer, blok siswa besar gle.mcm apartment.ada 5 blk dlm setiap apartment.n dlm tu just ade dua org sbilik.tp siswi punyer asrama, 4 org sblk.siap dngn katil double decker sgala.kuno btol la asrama umt ni.benci ak.besar lagi blk ak kt rumah.huhu.x bersyukur glew.astaghfirullahalazim.hehe.

mse orientasi tuh, kitorg xde la letih sngt.lgipun, orientsi tu ade bnyk kne dgr crmh je.so, dlm dewn pn leh tido kn.hehe.x letih mane.tp yg klakonyer, kitorg kne bsuh sndri pnggn lps mkn.yuckksss!! sngt mengotorkn bg ak. mmg x lulus la kebersihan die.tp nk buat cmne kn. siapa la ak nk judge diorg kn. tp yg psti, ak xkn mkn dh kt cafe kolej.huhu.anyway, umt ni dkt glew ngn pntai.so, ptg2 ley la release tnsion kt pntai.seronok gle.hehe. mse orientasi, ak rse trsngt la snyi. ak xde kwn.semua org dh ade kwn msing2 n ak je yg keseorngn.mostly budk course ak drpd matrikulasi yg sme.so, lg la diorg kwn ngn geng die je kn.sngt sdh.rindu sngt kwn2 ak kt mtrik dlu.huk3.buknnyer ak x try nk join diorg, tp diorg ckp bnde yg ak xleh nk join skali.ak x leh nk mnyampuk pn conversation diorg.so, cmne??huk3.ak juz hrp lps start kuliah ni, ak akn ade kwn.so that, ak xkn sunyi dh.amin

oh, by the way, ak ade la trjumpe suraya.die pn dh ade kwn sndri,huhu.kesian ak.ble die jumpe ak, die snyum je.ak pn sme.ok la kot.tp xkn rpt dh la.never

just now, aku bce la twitter ryan seacrest.then i found this disney's proposal.doesn't this only happen in movies?hehe.it's like a dream come true.bestnyer. ak nk prince charming ak propose ak mcm ni jugak la one day.haha. hey, it's not wrong to dream big sometime right??besides, it's in disneyland.n it is the place where dream come true.haha. *blushing*

~blogwalking~

2009-06-25T01:48:00.000-07:00

adoyaii..i really dun know how to start this new post.i've just randomly click on the "new post" button without having a second thought.i've lots of thing to write here but i just dunno how to make a sentence.duh.

first of all, today i went to yayasan terengganu. n guess what, i met suraya there.cuak gler siot. seriously, she hadn't change at all.still the same suraya.huh.i didn't greet her tho.i'm just scared and obviously didn't have any courage to speak with her.but then, bile blk rumah je, ak trus msg dia.ask her which course that she got.thank god.she didn't got the same course as i am.alhamdulillah.at leat i will have some space to breath.haha.

huh.i'm dying to have a new handphone.i've never own a new handphone before.semuanyer turun temurun dripade kakak2 ak.pathetic rite?i know.hurm.my dream hp would be of course i phone.god!that phone is so gorgeous and soooooooooo expensive!hah!!everytime i see dat maxis commercial about that i phone, i always nod my head when it ask me do u want to have iphone 3g?..haha.n then there was many hands reach that phone and then i try to get it but then i realised i'm in the outside world of the tv.huh.i phone 3g.if i can't get u now, u'll definitely be my next hantaran.seriously! but another brand of hp also will be just fine la.as long as it have wi-fi and it's camera is brilliant, i think it will be good enough for me.huuu~.sedey la.abah, bagi la duit.nk beli hp bru ni.x ksian ke kt ayuni??huk3.(x gune pujuk bnyk2 kt sni.it's not like abah will read my post.huhu.)

oh.i've discovered a new hobby.blogwalking.seriously, it's really fun to read other's peoples blog.it makes me think that none of them are like me.u know, writing the same thing like i do.n it makes me feel special.haha.poyo je.then, their language was awesome.god.how did they can ever think to make a really nice sentence like that huh?i really wanna know.fuh!!their english language was superb.n when i read their blogs, i can feel that my eyes wanna pop out from its socket.haha.i wish that i have a great language just like that.i'm still work for it.hope it'll come true someday.amin.

huh.enough of this 'melalut' thingy.i've to stop now coz another new hobby of mine is waiting for me. BAKING. i'm thinking to make some cream puff today.please have a visit to my house if u wanna have them ok??haha.yummm333..=)

Rest in Peace

2009-06-24T02:48:00.000-07:00

haha..today, thousands or maybe i should say millions of my body cell had rest in peace. x ray was definitely a killer.haha.poor cell.sorry, i didn't mean to let that evil radiation to kill all of you.i'm just having my medical check up.so that i can go to uni.hehe.millions of apology dear miss body cell. i love you, seriously i do.but i didn't have any other choice.....wait, wait.i think i hear something..what??u accept my opology??thanks,dear miss body cell.i hope that u can rest in peace evryday..=)

huh..i'm really tired.tired of waiting. i just hate it.having my medical check up for just 10 min but i have to wait for my turn for 2 hours.i think after this i just want to buy that x ray thing machine.so i just can have my x ray at my home.haha.so i dun have to wait for many hours just to have my x ray.is it possible??i really wanna know.=)

4 days left before my holidays end.god.why did the time fly so fast?i still remember my last day at matriculation college but now another life seems to start again.hurm.it's a never ending cycle of a student.study, study and study.just try to accept that bitter reality k rina??live with it.

actually, i'm terrified to the fact that i will attend an orientation week.oh god.i'm proudly say that i hate it!! tired, exhausted, hungry!!n none of the familiar faces that i can barely remember will accompany me there.wait, maybe there is a person that i know.but it is possible to befriend with her again??i want to.but i didn't have courage.damn la.all of this orientation thing will be a fun if she still my best friend.but it's just a waste to think bout it.seriously.i miss farah.rindu ngn lawak2 dia.ak slalu xleh telan air liur kalu cakap ngn die.haha.may allah bless her.i hope that i'll have many new friends that are nice just like her.i wish.

it's ok rina.u can find tons of new friends la.sumone who will appreciate u.dat's for sure.i'm promises to myself that i will be more friendly and smiles a lot.coz lots of friend of mine told me that i looked like budak sombong before they know me.adoyaii..sush la cmni.i think that i've smiled a lot.n i talked non stop.but why?huh.whatever it is rina, u really need to smile a lot.

haha..ok la dear.i think i've to stop now.i'm afraid that this pc might explode.haha.till then, sayonara!!

p/s : live ur life, love ur life!

2009-06-21T18:07:00.000-07:00

today.

woke up becoz angah's mouth a.k.a morning alarm.

she juz kept screaming bout her anxiety of getting new job.

owh..good luck angah with ur job.

hope it'll last longer..=)

find lots of money.

then u can give ur sis a big treat.

haha

then,

i'm online.

and then i found out about this.

personality test.

then i do it

with lots of honesty, of course.

this is wat i discover =)

Your view on yourself:

You are down-to-earth and people like you because you are so straightforward. You are an efficient problem solver because you will listen to both sides of an argument before making a decision that usually appeals to both parties.

The type of girlfriend/boyfriend you are looking for:

You are a true romantic. When you are in love, you will do anything and everything to keep your love true.

Your readiness to commit to a relationship:

You are ready to commit as soon as you meet the right person. And you believe you will pretty much know as soon as you might that person.

The seriousness of your love:

You are very serious about relationships and aren't interested in wasting time with people you don't really like. If you meet the right person, you will fall deeply and beautifully in love.

Your views on education

Education is very important in life. You want to study hard and learn as much as you can.

The right job for you:

You have many goals and want to achieve as much as you can. The jobs you enjoy are those that let you burn off your considerable excess energy.

How do you view success:

You are afraid of failure and scared to have a go at the career you would like to have in case you don't succeed. Don't give up when you haven't yet even started! Be courageous.

What are you most afraid of:

You are afraid of things that you cannot control. Sometimes you show your anger to cover up how you feel.

Who is your true self:

You are full of energy and confidence. You are unpredictable, with moods changing as quickly as an ocean. You might occasionally be calm and still, but never for long.

it's 99.9 % true.
well3..
good job dear personality test.
haha

sugar daddy ku!!

2009-06-20T19:06:00.000-07:00

adoyaiii..cmne la k leh trlupe ari ni father's day??!!!! abeh la ak..msti kne perli ble abh blk keje nanti..
smlm ak dh ingt taw..tp ntah r knape pg td x tringt lnsung nk wish!! god!!

abh..haha..mcm sugar daddy ak..mcm mnteri kewngn gak..sb abh je yg de duit dlm rumah ak ni..so pape, mntk duit ngn abh..haha..gaji pn mntk ngn abh gak..slalu je ugut nk potong gji ak sbagai org gaji kt umah ni..hehe..ak x mntk pn gjinyer..tp sb abh nkbg, so time je la..rezeki jngn ditolak kn??haha..

abh..slalu gak membebel..menglhkn perempuan..tp abh baek hati..salu je bgi kte2 smngt kt ak..wlaupun kdg2 abh kurg sket bab psikologi, tp ley la time wlaupun ade gak terkesot ati kdg2..
hehe..

abh..klu mntk nsht ngn abh, abh msti akn bgi jln pnyelesaian trus..xkn pjuk2 kite dh..abh pnye nsht buat kite jdi kuat n x bg org len pjk kepala kite dh..nsht abh buat kite ade kykinan diri yg tnggi n buat kite prcye yg kite ley buat sume bnde..

abh..slalu gadoh ngn ak..suke ngt r make fun of me..kte ak bncit la, mcm2..abh prnh kte mse ak duk asrama abh rindu kt ak..sb xde dh org yg leh gdoh2 ngn abh..haha..bru taw penangn ank die yg sorg ni..

abh..slalu bsing2 kalu ak slalu sruh abh col time ak kt kolej..tp bile ak majok n lme x col, abh akn cok ak blk..n kte "i miss u"..haha

tu la die sugar daddy ku..no words can describe how muc i love him..

abh,wlaupn kdg2 ayuni suke lwn ckp abh, slalu ngate abh buncit,slalu mngktkn bil telefon abh sb srh abh slalu col ayuni n slalu mngikis duit abh yg bermillion tuh but deep down in my heart, i really love u!!

Selamat Hari Abah buat ayahanda tersayang.Bahagia dan lengkap rasanya diri ini bila memiliki abah yang sgt cool and terbaik macam Abah..

2009-06-19T22:17:00.001-07:00

Leave one memory that you and I had together. It doesn’t matter if you knew me a little or a lot, anything you remember! Don’t send a message, just leave a comment on here to answer each of the question. Next, re-post this in your notes and see how many people leave a memory about you. It’s actually pretty cool (and funny) to see the responses.

Follow this format.

1. Who are you?
2. Are we friends?
3. When and how did we meet?
4. Do you have a crush on me?
5. Give me a nickname and explain why you picked it.
6. Describe me in one word.
7. What was your first impression?
8. Do you still think that way about me now?
9. What reminds you of me?
10. If you could give me anything what would it be?
11. How well do you know me?
12. When was the last time you saw me?
13. Ever wanted to tell me something but couldn’t?
14. Are you going to post this in your notes and see what I say about you?
15. What is my best attribute?

wanna tag wa,yaya,che aten,zaida, angah

simply amazing!!~

2009-06-17T17:42:00.001-07:00

Taylor Swift was the big winner at last night’s CMT Music Awards, walking away (for the second consecutive year) with both the evening’s top honor, the Video of the Year Award, as well as the trophy for Female Video of the Year. Taylor joins Keith Urban and Toby Keith as the only three artists to win twice for Video of the Year.

"I wore a corset for two days straight in the middle of summer, and I learned to waltz,” Taylor said after her big wins. “I want to thank the fans from the bottom of my heart for giving me awards for that!"

Taylor performed twice on last night’s show. On “You Belong With Me,” the Golden Girls dance team from Hendersonville (TN) High (where Taylor attended high school) joined Taylor and her band and dancers for a high-energy production number. Taylor closed the show by joining the UK’s premier arena rock band, Def Leppard, for an electrifying rendition of “Pour Some Sugar On Me.”

Additionally, Taylor opened the show with a hilarious clip of “Thug Story,” a rap performed with T-Pain. Watch it here: http://www.cmt.com/videos/misc/401606/2009-cmt-music-awards-show-open.jhtml?id=1614098

Following last night’s show, the Los Angeles Times raved, “The Taylor Swift award show reign begins. The night was largely a showcase for the young star, who still seems to be on the rise despite already being the top-selling artist of 2008. Her 2008 album "Fearless" has already sold more than 3.3 million copies in the U.S., according to Nielsen SoundScan, and with a sold-out tour, as well as the ability to not take herself too seriously, Swift further set herself up for a massive number of nominations come Grammy time at the end of this year.”

Taylor’s CMT Awards performance with Def Leppard reprised their 2008 CMT Crossroads concert, one of the most successful in the series’ franchise. The show proved so popular that CMT has partnered with Taylor’s record label, Big Machine, for the first-ever Crossroads DVD release. CMT CROSSROADS: TAYLOR SWIFT AND DEF LEPPARD, sold exclusively at Wal-Mart and Sam’s Clubs, arrived in stores yesterday (June 16), and includes interviews and eleven electrifying performances, three of which have never been seen before.

Also this week, it was announced that Taylor received four Teen Choice Awards nominations:

Choice Music – Female Artist

Choice Music – Love Song (for “Love Story”)

Choice Tour – The Fearless 2009 Tour

Choice Music – Album by a Female Artist (for “Fearless”)

The 2009 Teen Choice Awards will be broadcast on the FOX network on August 10th. Vote for Taylor at www.teenchoiceawards.com

~asren soNEA~

2009-06-16T17:38:00.000-07:00

"hey semua orang kampong!!

hari ni ak akn jumpe NEA!!"

haha..can't u see how excited i am right now??haha..i'm damnly excited..(this is wat i fyl this morning!!).. ak akn jupe asren sonea, my clazmate merangkap deskmate ak jugak..eventho dia duk belakang ak..hehe..ley r kire deskmate r tu op??ke nk pnggl chairmate?? huhu..cm pelik jew..

actually lme dh plan nk jumpe die..before abes matrik lg..bukan sng nk jupe minah ni..huh..sibok je memanjang..tp alhamdulillah, dpt gak jupe die ari ni..tu pun afta kept postponing the date..mule2 nk jupe ari isnin.then, nea kne buat lesen la plop..then, selase..x jdi gak..sb i have no transport..today: akhirnyer, kini pasti..kih3..dpt gak jumpe..tp tu pun bnyk dugaanyer..mule2 janji nk g umah nea kol 10 am..but then nea semd sms ckp die ngantok..n srh dtng kol 12..sian tol la mnh ni..ngntuk sokmo..ak sebagai seorg kwn yg bek, ikut je la..aslkn ley jupe..it's alredy enough for me..

kol 8 am, ak online.. update my twitter status..tell the world how excited i am..haha..x kish la ak pnye followers nk kte pe pun..i juz can't help it..kih3..

kol 10 am, buat exercise..haha..can u believe it?? betol la..ak x tipu..hehe..yela kan?? sblum nk amek lemak, kne r buang lemak..coz nea kte nk blanjer ak KFC..but then, die x blanjer pom..huk3..sb kitorg dh mkn spaghetti kt umah die,..hehe..sedey gak..tp alhamdulillah, dugaan x bnyk..klu x rosak la rncgn diet ak nk kurus cm TAYLOR swift..haha..i'm such a daydreamer..huk3..

kol 11 am, mandi--> make up--> dress up!! haha..xde mknyener..juz a simple one la..kih3..

kol 12 am..ak gerak pi umah nea..hihi..seronok glew..x prnh lgi ak rse sehappy tu drive kete..huahaahaa..smpai umah nea, slow2 je ak msuk..hehe..takowt gak org ingt perompak ke ape kn..tibe2 je msuk umah org..then dgr nea jerit..huhu..nea pn trus msuk kete ak..pdhl nk parking jew..tu pn nk ikut gak..klako sungguh la..then, borak2--> gossips2--> ngumpat2..n kitorg x sdr dh kol 2..smyg2, then plh bju untuk nea..ish3..bukn men sush la nk plh bju untuk die ni..pdhl nk gi giant jew..bukan PAVILLIOn..haha..tp stlh hmpir sejam bersush pyh plh bju untuk die, akhirnyer die plh sndiri n kitorg pn gerak la pegi giant lps mkn spaghetti..

jalan2..nea smpt gak beli selendang..ak??x beli pape pn..tp best la..window shopping pn best gak..really enjoy myself!n then gi mydin(sian r pnduduk trg..nme je bndaraya..alih2 tmpt shopping yg plng grand mydin n giant jew..)..mkn dadih kt mayang village n then jupe zaida, yaya, frh n ayien..bile jupe budak2 ni, pe lagi klu bukan amek gambr..ish3..pempuan klu bab amek gmbr memang nmbr stu..pntg nmpk kmera, msti posing..yg klakonyer, yg tukang amek gmbr pn trut posing skali..eventho muke die xkn nmpk dlm kamera pn..haha..(zaida, jgn mrh ye..) =)

then kol 4 pm, ak pn drive la nea blk uma..saiful pn de skali..naek motor..n ikut je kitorg all da way nk gi uma nea tuh..klako guh la mamat tuh..snggup glew ikut kitorg..smpai je uma nea, trus je die blk..ak pn xtaw sb die ikut..tp x ksh la..sb bukn aku yg byr duit mnyk die kn..hehe..tp sekian lme x jupe mamat tu, trkejut lak ak tngok die makin hensem g2..nea kte org pnggl die troy bolton kt uia..ade ke?? troy bolton tu kn bf ak..hehe..x de pn smenyer..haha..smpai uma nea, ckp2 kjp-->hugs--->kisses..then ak lak blk uma..hehe..sedey sbnrnyer..xtaw la ble ley jupe lgi..hopefully soo000000nneeeer..hehe

thanx allah..for send me such a wonderful friend like her..nea..eventho kdg2 die x reply msg ak, x angkt col ak, tp ak ley prcye yg die xkn lupe ak..sb wlaupun die x reply msg ak on that moment, tp die akn ttp reply msg ak wlaupun sebulan lepas tuh..n one more thing, klu die x angkt kol ak, aku ugut sket jew contohnyer " nea sombong glew" n die akn trus col ak..haha..tu la die asren sonea..tu kire ok la tuh..ak tnyer org len yg prnh msg die, xde sorg pn yg kte die reply msg diorg..haha..nea2..klako sokmo..=)

hehe..k la..rse mcm pnjg ngt post ak kli neh..mybe sb ak trlalu hepy kot..haha..one word that can describe me now is..BLISSFuLL..yeay!!!=p

~simply candid!!~

~ayien,zaida,yaya,nea,rina~

~this happened when i'm on shuffle mode..hee~

2009-06-15T18:20:00.000-07:00

How it goes :

a. Put your iTunes, Windows Media Player, IPOD etc. on shuffle.
b. For each question, press the next button to get your answer.
c. YOU MUST WRITE THAT SONG NAME DOWN NO MATTER HOW SILLY IT SOUNDS.
d. Tag friends.

The Questions :

1. If someone asks you, "are you okay" you say:
i'll be - edwin mccain

2. How would you describe yourself ?
miley cyrus- life's what u make it

3. What do you like in a guy/girl ?
a perfectly good heart-taylor swift

4. How do you feel today ?
miley cyrus - rockstar..=)

5. What is your life's purpose ?
still believe in love - twilight soundtarck

6. What's your motto

who will i be - demi lavato
7. What do your friends think of you ?
dramatic-yuki

8. What do your parents think of you ?
tied together with the smile-taylor swift

9. What do you think of often ?
heaven sent-keyshia cole

10. What is 2 + 2 ?
1,2,3,4-plain white t's

11. What do you think of your best friend ?
bukan superstar-project pop

12. What is your life story ?
sweet dream - jang na ra

13. What do you want to be when you grow up ?
alone - celine dion

14. What do you think when you see the person you like ?
obsession-frankie J

15. What will you dance to at your wedding ?
i thought i lost u - miley cyrus and john travolta

16. What will they play at your funeral ?
don't forget about us -mariah carey

17. What is your hobby/interest ?
the way i loved u-taylor swift

18. What is your biggest fear ?
invisible - clay aiken

19. What is your biggest secret ?
i hate this part right here - pcD

20. What do you want right now ?
pretend-secondhand serenade

21. What do you think of your friends ?
bleeding love-leona lewis

22. When you want to rush to the toilet, what do you think ?
lucky - jason mraz n colbie caillat

23. The person you hate the most is in front of you, what will you tell the person ?
over u - daughtry

24. You have just won a lottery. What will you sing ?
love song-sara bareilles

i want to tag :
yaya, angah, che aten, wa, n everyone!!

GONE~

2009-06-13T18:07:00.000-07:00

huk3..lma ak x dgr lgu neh..now n forever-richard marx..biasenyer klu buat shuffle mode dlm mp4 ni, n tibe2 smpai kat lagu nih, ak akn buat fwd..x suke lyn prasan jiwang2 nih..tp kli ni tibe2 ak trase nk dgr..lgu ni sue yg knlkn untuk ak..mse tuh die hang up kt rumah ak..kitorg men online sme2..download stu kertas list lgu yg die suka..at dat time ak still bestfriend die..n mse tuh ak x prnh terfikir yg kitorg akn end up mcm ni..wlaupn ak sngt trase hati ngn die,sngt mrh ngn die tp ak sngt syg die..it never change..n

i must say dat i truly, madly, deeply miss her..

I :

*MISS called her my besties
* MISS say "jo te kye ro mucho" to her
*MISS say 'Lap You" at the end of our phone call or sms
* MISS the time kitorg mkn sme2 kt cafe c
* MISS time gi outing pi kuantan ngn die
*MISS naik bas Rahmat Alam yg buruk n uzur ngn die
* MISS time ak gelak2 smpai tergolek ngn die
*MISS bngn pgi2 kol 5.30 ngn die sb nk mndi so dat x brebut tndas..
*MISS time die kejowt ak bngn pgi..die akn pgng kaki ak..n ak akn sedar trus
*MISS time pnjam laptop MAruko Sensei tngok cite "one Litre Of Tears" smpai ngs2 ngn die
* MISS study lewt2 mlm ngn die
* MISS kaco die gayut ngn boyfriend die
* MISS time ak make up kn die time die nk pi date ngn bf die
* MISS time kitorg hang up kt tepi gaung depan surau kolej
* MISS nk buat Chicken Dance n aerobik ngn die pgi weekend kt astaka
* MISS time duduk ngn die kt astaka lps hujan
* MISS time mkn cheese cake ngn die
* MISS mkn ice cream ngn die
* MISS nk smbt brthday ngn die
* MISS men lmpar2 hippo n bntal busuk ak ngn die..die salu lempar bntal busuk ak kt katil farah..
* MISS jalan2 pusing stu kolej petang2 smpai kne kejar ngn berok..
* MISS mkn nasi minyak abg aw3 ngn die kt cafe B
*MISS share ngn die psl new songs yg ade kt radio..
*MISS ngutuk Pierre die
*MISS dgr die nyanyi bile die dgr radio..
*MISS gi smyang terawih ngn die kt surau college
* MISS wish her good luck mse exam
* MISS her wish "good luck" to me..
* MISS naek bas ngn die time nk blk umah..die msti nk duk kt tepi tingkap..

duh..bnyknyer ak rindu sal die..ade bnyk lgi..but can't think anymore..ak sangat sedih..ni memang perpisahan terasing..dlm lgu tu die kte prpisahn terjadi bile berperasaan benci..
ak x bnci die.. x prnh benci die..die bnci ak ke??knape??maybe die dh boring ngn ak..sedey la ingt2 blk..cmne die ley ignore ak gitu jew..makin lame makin ak rse ak x ptut ade dlm dunia die dh..

makin lama ak rse ak dh xde mkna dlm hdp die..

ak de bce emel die yg ak smpan lam inbox ak..lama dh emel tuh..time kitorg gdh dlu..die kte kitorg juz have a hard time..tp skrg ni..dh 7 bulan..is it can still be consider as hard time??

" rina, sye xnak kwn ngn awak dh..juz get out from my life n find sumone else yg bley awk pngl bestfriend.."..

die ptut ckp gni..

mybe ak ngs skjp jew..

tp pe yg die buat skrg ni..buat ak mkn trsiksa..

it's hard to be the one who stays..seriously

" sye ok jew..awk tu..sy ok jew"

" ok awk kte? klu awk ingt blk cmne rptnyer kite dlu, awk xkn ckp cmni s** ..sy tnye sepatah, awk jwb sepatah..klu x jgn hrp r awk nk ckp ngn sye.."

" Matured la sket rina.."

" sye buat semua ni so dat awk jdi matured sket"

" saya xtaw bile sye nk ok rina..klu sy ok, ok la..lgipun awk ok je kn??ley hidup je kn??"

" lgipun kite dh nk abis matrik ni..lps ni awk xkn jupe sye lgi..so tkpe la..bukn ade mnde2 pn.."

never forget that..NEVER..

mybe i was to blind to see dat u need a change..
was it something i said to make u turn away..
to make u walk out n leave me cold..
Why don't u see dat i need u here with me..
AND the truth remain ur GONE~

~ak pn xtaw knape ak tlis sume ni..buknnyer akn mnyelesaikn semua ni pn..it's not like die akn bce blog ak ni pn..die xkn bzrkn mse die yg sngt berhrge tu untuk bce blog seorg manusia yg lnsg xde mkne dlm hdp die..ak juz nk meluahkn prasaan ak..at least dat makes me feel better..

Dat's ALL..Pullstop.

2009-06-13T02:34:00.000-07:00

salam..kali neh ak xtaw la knape ak tkn button "new post"..adkh ak ade sumthing new yg ak ley share ngn korg semua??ntah la..hari ni ak rasa sedikit sedih..ak rindu bestfriend ak..dh lama kitorg x ckp..dh 7 bulan..lama kan??adakah kitorg still brkawan??atau memang prshbtan ak ngn die dh lama putus 7 bulan lps lagi??die rindu ak x hah??die tringt kt ak mcm ak tringt kt die x??die tngh watpe skrg ek??die sht ke??kdg2 ak rasa nak tel die..tp die nk ke ckp ngn ak??kdg2 ak nk msg die.,.tp die rep ke msg ak nanti??atau adkh die akn ignore je mcm msg2 ak yg lps2 ni??~soalan yang xde jwpan...

Ak rindu die..walaupun kdg2 ak rse sngt x puas ati, marah, kecewa ngn die..but i must admit dat i miss her..kadang2 bila dgr radio, ade lgu yg best..n ak xtaw tjuk pe..ak pn send msg kt die.."sue, hitx fm!!".."sue, mix fm!!"..n die akn trus dgr radio n bgtaw ak tjuknyer..

~no surprise~

2009-06-11T02:25:00.000-07:00

~NO SURPRISE-DAUGHTRY~

I’ve practiced this for hours, gone round and round
And now I think that I’ve got it all down
And as I say it louder, I love how it sounds
Cause I’m not taking the easy way out
Not wrappin’ this in ribbons
Shouldn’t have to give a reason why

It’s no surprise I won’t be here tomorrow
I can’t believe that I stayed till today
Yeah you and I will be a tough act to follow
But I know in time we’ll find this was no surprise

It came out like a river once I let it out
When I thought that I wouldn’t know how
Held onto it forever, just pushing it down
Felt so good to let go of it now
Not wrapping this in ribbons
Shouldn’t have to give a reason why

It’s no surprise I won’t be here tomorrow
I can’t believe that I stayed till today
There’s nothing here in this heart left to borrow
There’s nothing here in this soul left to say

Don’t be surprised when we hate this tomorrow
God knows we tried to find an easier way
Yeah you and I will be a tough act to follow
But I know in time we’ll find this was no surprise

Our favorite place we used to go
The warm embrace that no one knows
The loving look that’s left your eyes
That’s why this comes as no, as no surprise

If I could see the future and how this plays out
I bet it’s better than where we are now
But after going through this
It’s easier to see the reason why

It’s no surprise I won’t be here tomorrow
I can’t believe that I stayed till today
(stayed till today)
Yeah you and I will be a tough act to follow
But I know in time we’ll find this was no surprise

Our favorite place we used to go
The warm embrace that no one knows
The loving look that’s left your eyes
But I know in time we’ll find this was no surprise

---> my new fav song..if only she read my blog, i MUST say dat dis song is specially dedicated to YOU!!

~che aten pnyer psl..hee~

2009-06-06T17:58:00.000-07:00

1. How old are you?
- i will be 19 this 6 october..

2. Are you single?
- yup..x jupe my PRINCE CHARMING yet..hehe

3. At what age do you think you’ll get married?
- urm..dunno..i still have to go to DISNYEYLAND first before get married..dat's a MUST!! haha

4. Do you think you’ll be marrying the person you are with now?
- dun think so..i'm not with anyone now..

5. If not, who do you want to marry?
- klu ak ley pilih, ak nak kawen ngan JUSTIN HARTLEY..hahaa..klu x pn, justin timberlake??ley x?? hee~ (snyum smpai ke telinga..)

6. Who will be your bridesmaid or your best man?
- semua org yg prnh jadi kawan ak..haha..i wonder how big my pelamin is..hee~

7. Do you want a garden/beach or traditional wedding?
- if i could choose..it will be beach!!

8. Where do you plan to go for honeymoon?
- Disneyland??hehe~

9. How many guest do you think you’ll invite?
-millions..sb tuh i kne kawen kt pwtc..hehe~

10. Will that include your exes?
- kalau boleh, bkn x jew.. A smpai Z pn ley jdi guest I..hehe~

11. How many layers of cake do you want?
- setinggi KLCC bley??=p

12. When do you want to get married? Morning or evening?
- x ksh..aslkn kawen..hehe~

13. Name the song/tune you would like to play at your wedding?
- definitely "i'll be-edwin mccain"..

14. Do you prefer fine dining or just normal spoon/fork/ knife?
- anything is fine with me..~

15.Champagne or red wine?
- air bandung ley x??pink tu yg penting..haha~

16. Honeymoon right after the wedding or days after the wedding?
- x kish..plng pntg kne honeymoon kt disneyland..hee~

17. Money or household items?
- definitely money..haha..mata duittan..kih3..

18. How many kids would you like to have?
- ade rezeki ade la ye~

19. Will your record your honeymoon in DVD and CD?
- maybe not..

20. I want to know their wedding plans:
- NAJWA HANIM
- SHAzWANI GHAZALI
-SHALIA
-DIdi
- zaida FARhana

~new layout=new spirit?=kawen3

2009-06-02T01:32:00.000-07:00

haha..
hari ni ak dh tukar (lagi) layout ak..heh..
xtaw la dh bpe kli ak menukarnyer..
hrp2 psni ak dh x tukr layout nyer..
letih ak mncri alyout yg seswai ngn jiwa ak noh..
haha..
urm..
ptg ni kne blk kg..
for my cousin's wedding..
i'm pretty excited bout dis whole wedding thing coz
it have been a long time since there is any wedding in our big family..
x slp ak last wedding is mse ak drjh 5..
huhu..
so, ak tersngt la excitednyer..
buktinyer, ak siap post blog sal nih..
huhu..
i cannot wait for it act!!
msti best kn..
ley maen make up ngn mak andam..haha..
ley men dress up ngn baju pngantin tu..
pretty exciting rite??
haha..
kawen2..
takowt siot..
cne la ak time nk kwen nanti??
ngn spe la ak kwen??
wrne pe temanye??
lol..
msti r pink..
ade ke wrne len yg lebih seswai ngn jiwa ak..haha..
xde2..msti pink..
beruntung r bkl suami ak..
dpt merasa pakai wrne pink..
haha..
ak xde la fikir secara detail sngt how's my weddin will be like..
tp ak dh de lgu yg WAJIB dimainkan time ak kawen nanti..
haha..

~my ULTIMATE wedding SONGS~

i'll be - edwin mcCain
The way i Loved u - Taylor swift
first love - utada hikaru

ni je la lagu yg ak dh list..for dis time..hehe
nanti msti bertmbh2 lgi lgunyer..
hehe..

k la babe..
got to pen off..
nanti ble ak dh blk umah, ak post lagik k..
sure de bnyk cite..hehe..
tata!!

outing~

2009-05-27T22:52:00.000-07:00

huhu..
bru blk drpd pi outing ngn bdk2 skul lme..
haha..sonok glew..
kitoorg lepak kt mne lgi klu bkn giant?
tmpt plng grand kt trg..
huhu..nyampah ak..
haha..
jupe meli, shitah n adilah..
lme x jupe diorg..
lebih sthun..
wah..muke sume org mmmg cm matured..
ley jdi mak org..
ak je yg maintain keanak- anakan gtu..huhu..
perrasannn lebih..
kitorg ckp bnyk sngt nde..
mknnyer kfc jew..
doh!!
gemok la ak nanti..
junkfood all da time..
cmne ngn misi ak nk kurus cm taylor swift nih??
adoyaiiii..
bnyk btol dugaan..
dh r mlm ni abh nk blnje kt pizza hut lak..
mkn brtmbh la brt ak nih..
huk3..
nsb bek la tdi ak juz mkn aym seketol je..
hekeleh..(seketol pn bkn men bnyk lemak dlm tuh)
duh..jgn r ckp gtu..
x psl2 ak jdi psakit bulimia nanti..haha..
hey, ak x smpai thp gtu lagik..hahahaa..
huk3..
xpe2..
ptg ni kte wat exercise keyh??
skipping non-stop 4 30 min..
(ley pngsan tuh..x cukup oksigen..)kih3..
sush btol la nk krs ni..
mkbulkn doa hmbamu sorg ni ya allah..
ak nk krs cm taylor swift..
cm gni ha..

agak2 ley x??huhu..
pleaz ek..
amin!!..haha..

but nwe, despite all of the fat dat i have consume just now,
i really enjoy myself..haha..
sonok dpt jupe kwn2 lme..alhamdulillah..
huhu..sayang korg sume!!

out of my routine?=)~

2009-05-26T01:25:00.000-07:00

salam..

smlm sebelom tido, ak smpt la pikir sumthing..
lama jugak ak pikir..sush betol nk tido..
hehe..
ak pikir sal bnde yg ak dh blaja spnjg ak hidup nih..
slama 18 tahun lebih ak bernafas di atas dunia milik allah ni..
dripada ak xtaw gape satu smpai la sume ilmu bio, chem, n math dlm otak ak ni..
(3 subjek je, sebab tu yg ak amik time matrik..hehe)
ingt lgi time kecik2 dlu, bile tngok tv ak suke ngat tngok kt celah2 tv tuh..
taw knape?
sebab ak ingtkn ade some sort of makhluk2 kerdil yg kluar msuk dripada tv tuh..
bile die msuk dlm tv tuh, kite akn nmpk diorg kot skrin tv tuh..
haha..memang bingung r..tngok btape kuatnyer imaginasi budak2 time kecik..
ni mesti sbab minum susu DHA..membantu pertumbuhan neuron..hahahaaha..

then ak de gak terpikir mcm mne la al quran diturunkn kepade manusia ni..
ak salu ingt al-quran tuh trn "bedebok" ats tnh..
then ade org jupe n fotostat bnyk2..
hoho,,jahil btol ak dlu..tp skrg dh taw la..
ak dh ubh fahaman ak..hehe

dlu msa ak still drjah2 lg, mse tu slim lgi taw..
skrg ni pn slim (kot..) lgi gak..haha..bile kwn2 ak tnye dgn spe ak nk kwen bile bsr nanti,
ak dngan CONFIDENTYER jwb nk kawen ngn AYAH ak..
haha..
SUMBANG MAHRAM tu babe..astaghfirullahalazim..hheehe..
da reason is because ak rse ayah ak la plng hebat kt ats dunia ni..
n ak rse semua org laki ats dunia ni jhat
n ayah ak sorg je yg bek..
cm superman gtu..huhu..
dlu, tnye je la pape pon kt ayah ak..
msti die leh jwb dgn jayenyer..
tp semakin ak dewasa, ak sedar yg ada bnyk bnde yg ayah ak xtaw..
especially bio..
haha..
ade skali ari tuh ak saje je tnye die apa component dlm protein..n die x ley jwb..
ktenyer x de pn client yg nk mntk loan mntk die cite sal tuh..
haha..abah o abah..klako..

then, time skola shams, ak de la mnt kt sorg mamat nih..
org kte CRUSH gituh..
haha..
bodo jew..
ak ngn senangnye ley ngs sb dat guy..wlaupun juz sb bnde kecik je..
but now ak dh blaja bhawa wpun kite suke seseorg tu pn, it doesn't mean dat kita akn khwin ngn die sumday..
lagipun,kite bukannya akn salu dpt bnde yg kita nak kn??
tu sume tkdir allah..n sumtime we should let go sumthing dat we can't change..
dat's da lesson that i've learn recently..
whether it's love o friendship..n ak rse bhgie skrg..rasa lebih bebas n happy..huhu

then, msuk kolej matrikulasi..
doh!!
a really tough life..
study, study n study..
sngt letih n sngt stress!!
ibarat 1 tahun dripada hdup ak dihabiskn gtu jew..
but alhamdulillah, ak dh lalui sume tuh n i'm proud of it..
time kt sne, ak taw bnyk sngt bnde..
one of it is CONFIDENCE..
bru la ak taw btape pntgnyer ade keyakinan dlm diri..
ni abah yg ajar ak..
stiap kli klu ak kte "takut la exam abah", n abh akan kte "confident gak sket"..
huhu..n tu la yg buat ak brani n yakin ngn diri sndiri..thanx abh..=)

ni la sebahagian bnde yg ak ingt sblom ak tido smlm..
bnde yg ak blaja slame ak jdi manusia ni..
ade bnyk lgi, tp simpn len kali je la ek..

k la..
till my next post,,tata!!!

~remember.me.this.way~
♥rina♥

~tetibe ade fyl nk post sumthing?~

2009-05-24T19:14:00.000-07:00

huahaha..
merujuk perkara di ats (skema glew ayt,mcm nk buat surt rasmi!),
dngn tbe2 rse nk post sumthing..
mybe sb boring kot..(tiap2 hari pn gini..keje bina bdn jew..huhu)..
duh!!
kete abh bwk pi keje..mcm la xde dh kete len nk gune wat pi keje..
huhu..cm bunyi bnyk je kete ak de..kih3..
lols!!
act,
i'm really terrified bout the fact dat one of my ear just ley dgr sblh jew!!
hoho!!
horror siot!!
nape taw???
dripde smlm lg ak rse cm "berdengung" je tlinga ak nih..
i dun know if word "berdengung" is the right word to explain my situation now..
n i ak xtaw btol x ak eja..(sian ak..sb tuh bm a2..huhu)
tp bngun je tido td trus ak berlari mndapatkan mummyku..
ish3..bngun pg trus brlari..(my secret to always stay skinny!!haha)
ok2..back to our topic k..
afta buke pntu blk, trus nmpk mummyku ngah iron bju..
"umi, tlinga ayuni b'dengung r..ade ke prkataan tu dlm bm??"
smpt lgi nk blaja bm..haha..
mak ak ckp ade..
nwe, my mom ni cg bm..
so u can stick to her word la..
hehe..
tp yg pntg skrg, tlinga ak still x ok..
rse cm ley dgr sblh jew..
hui3..
bru nk mnhargai nkmat tlinga..ish3..
ingt nk pi klinik la nanti..
duh!
hate it act,..
ak ni slalu kuor msuk klinik..
smpai everytime dr tu jupe ak,
die snyum jew..
lols!!
mcm2 pnykit suke ak..
huh..
bnyk dosa kot..(shhh!!)
huhu..
k la babe..
rse mcm nk trun bwh tngok tv lak..
nk mnkmati cuti2 yg ade nih..hehe..

*p/s : currently listening to " come back to me-utada hikaru"
best nih!!

it's The CLIMB~

2009-05-19T19:11:00.000-07:00

hye there..
huk3..
i've alredy got my result..
hoho..
3.2..
hurm..
x la bnyk sngt..
n x ok la sngt..
tp at least ade pngktn..
ae tuh x smpai 3 pn..
bio still maintain A..
drpd first sem smpai la skrg..
tp chem lak yg jtuh..
math yg ak takowtkn sngt tuh turn out to be ok..
alhamdulillah..
but ad rse trkilan sket..
sb abh cm x hargai je nde ak bwt..
tkpela..
X KISH..
lgipun ak je yg taw cne ak btape kuatnyer ak study..
juz sb nk dpt result yg ok drpd sblm ni..
biarlaa..
bak kte miley cyrus:"it's the climb"..huhu..
hrp2 ak ley dpt course yg ak mnt kt u nanti..
amin..

~remember.me.this.way~
♥rina♥

betrayed!!

2009-05-15T06:16:00.000-07:00

sedih..frustrated..

i've alredy expect dis but still can't accept it..

senget btol..

ae tuh siap g umah lg..mcm r ak xtaw..wat ak mcm org bodoh ALL DA TIME!!

argh!!

lantak la..

one thing for sure,

a word betrayal should give a whole lot meaning to u!!

nme je kwn..

tp wat cmni kt ak!!

tkpe..

ak dh x suke ko la..

u r not my crush anymore!!

blah la..

pi r trjun lombong pn..ajk kwn baek ko skali.,.

yg ko salu msg die tuh..

yg ko slalu rindu tuh!!

as if I CARE!!

~remember.me.this.way~
♥rina♥

time to say goodbye~

2009-05-07T20:27:00.000-07:00

hey there..huhu..

i’m curently listening to TIME TO SAY GOODBYE by sp..god!! love it!!

hurm..skrg ni tngh bmbg sal brt bdn yg smkn menaik..argh!!

knpe la cacing2 dlm perut ak ni x menjlnkn tugas diorg??haha..

klu diorg aktif, i think for sure ak nyer bdn kurus ala2 mcm taylor swift gtu..hak3..wake up rina!!

haha..

urm..

angah ade kt umah skrg..

been thinking to bake some cake..

but too lazy to go to my kitchen..haha..

tomorrow perhaps??

lalalaala..=)

noe wat??

ak rse mcm ak dh bnyk brubh..

pnglmn yg pht dlu tlh bnyk tuko ak..

ak skrg ni dh x ksh sal org yg x ingt ak..

mcm ak x dijejaskn pn dngn sume tuh..

mybe sb ak dh MATURED kot..haha..

ntah r..

tp ak just rse xde perkataan “friendship forever”..

dat’s da the biggest liar of all..

now i knoe that..

friends come n go..

btl r ckp nea..

dlu ssh ak nk cye..

sb bg ak, klu skali kwn, slmenyer kwn..

tp skrg..ak rse..

kite kne cherish setiap detik ngn kwn2 kite tuh sb kite xtaw ble lagi ley jupe diorg..

just that..

tkpela..

diorg pn ade life die sndri gak.,.

nothing stay forever..

urm..

tp pngajrn yg plng pntg is ak xkn nk ade BEST FRIEND dh..

sb tuhan je taw btape bnyk ak ngs sb die..n ak xnk dh ngs sb seorg kwn..

dat’s for sure..

n perktaan “best friend” tu dh ak DELETE dri dictionary ak..haha..

rse lbh bhgie gni..

anywy..

thanx BESST FRIEENNd..u make me so matured now..

may u get all da happiness in the world..mwahhhxxx!!

~remember.me.this.way~
♥rina♥

best friend

2009-04-21T18:42:00.000-07:00

You say we're best friends and all...
But how does that work when
You only talk to me when you have to
You only tell me things when I ask
You're only there for me when I call
Oh wait, that's right...
You're never there for me at all

best friend..stu perkataan yg ak x taw dh pe mksdnyer lg..yg psti ak xkn prnh ade best friend lg..
sb ak xkn boleh syg kwn ak yg len mcm ak prnh syg best friend ak ni..
nth r..
rse amat terkilan..
rse amat terluka,,
knape sume ni ley j gni??
ak salu tnye dri ak sndiri knape sume ni ley hilang cmtu jew??
bkn ke ktorg dh kwn lme??
kitorg bwt sume bnde sme2..
tp skrg..
sumenyer tnggal debu jew..
dh xde org yg ley ak col time ak gembira..
tkde dh org yg ak ley col time ak sedih..
tkde dh org yg bley hangout ngn ak time sdh..

hurm..ak ingt lg..
mse mule2 msk mtrik dlu..
ak sngt seronok sb die msk skali ngn ak..
and kitorg pnyew blk juz dpn2 je..
mlm2 ak pi tido kt blk die..
tido stu ktl ngn die..
sblh die..
ak ingt lgi die prnh selimutkn ak..
i'll neva forget that..
die la yg tolong ak survive homesick ak..
pg2 ak bgn, ak rse bhgie ngt sb die ade dlm hdp ak..
kitorg mkn sme2, g kls sme2..
hang out sme2..
ptg2 lepak kt dpn surau tu sme2..
prgi bli nsi mnyk sme2..
mkn kek sme2..
n dat time ak sngt psti die adlh best friend ak..
ak xtaw knape..tp ak sngt syg die..
first kitorg outng sme2, kitorg bli teddy bear..
mkn kfc..
n last2 ttido lam bas rahmat alam sb letih sngt..
every nite kitorg study sme2..
lps boring study, kitorg gurau2 lak..
ak ngte die, die ngate ak..
ble nk exam, die wish ak gudluck.. ak pn wish die gak..
n at dat time i fyl so blissfull..
can't thank U enough for that..
Ya Allah..terlalu bnyk sngt kngn kitorg..
cmne ak nk lupe sume nie??

then..day by day, everything change..
die mule moody tnpe sb..
leave me clueless..
ble ak tnye die, die ckp die ok..
x mkn dh dgn ak..
x ckp dh dgn ak..
x lyn ak dh..
die xtaw ke ak sngt2 sdh ble die bwt g2??
xde dh glk ketawe die..
xde dh ucpn gudluck die ble ak nk exam..
xde dh hang out sme2..
setiap hri ak ngs..
setiap hari ak tnye dri ak pe slh ak..
knape die bwt gni kt ak..
tp ak mmg x dpt jwpn die..
sehari jdi smnggu..
semnggu jdi sbln..
msg ak lnsg x rep..
then kitorg bncg..
sblm pi bncg ngn die, ak dh ngs..
ak rse sngt tkt klau2 nde yg die nk ckp nanti bwt ak sdh..
ak tringt mse ktorg skola dlu..
die kte die x nk jd bestfren ak dh..
n ak ngs mcm nk glew dpn die..
ak tkowt ak jdi cmtu lg dpn die..
tp tibe2 die kte ak suke carik perhatian org len..
n die kte ak suke rpt ngn org yg rpt ngn die..
mse tue ak mmg x prcye org yg ak pnggl sbg best friend ley ckp cmtu dpn ak..
kitorg dh kwn 3 thn..
die ptt knl ak lbh drpd org yg suke amik perhtian org lain jew..
lps tuh, ak tnglkn die n ngs lgi..
xtaw la ak ngs sb ape sbnrnyer..
mybe ak sdh sb org yg plng ak syg x knl sape ak dh kot..
lps tuh, kitorg cm xknl stu sme lain dh..
jupe pn juz snyum..
mcm kitorg x prnh pn jdi kwn sblm nih..
ari last kt mtrik pn cm bse jew..
ak msk blk die,slm ngn die..
n ak blk..
ak x pth blk tngok blkng pn..
sb ak tkt ak ngs lgi dpn die..

tp ae ni ak ngs lgi sb die..
ntah r..
mybe rindu die kot..
ak taw sia2 jew ak ridu die..
tp can't help it..but at least this is sumthing dat i can do..to make me fyl better..:(

"How do I say good-bye to what we had,
the good times that made us laugh outweigh the bad.
I thought we’d get to see forever, but forever’s gone away.
It’s so hard to say good-bye to yesterday.."

~remember.me.this.way~
♥rina♥

for dis m0ment,it's only ''bye2 has..''

2009-04-16T22:31:00.000-07:00

Hye..skrg ni ngah dgr khutbh jumaat dri dlm blk kt k0lej ak ni..ni adln khtbh t'akhr yg ak akn dgr kt sni..0ne m0re paper left b4 kt0rg sume b'angkt plng es0k..tp hash blk japg..sdy ngat ak rse..td ak dh ngs..tdo tepi die,pgng tngn die n air mte ak lgu je mngalir..hash kte,“rina jgnla ngs..nanti sdh time jwb exm nanti”..slps bbrape mnt mengelap air mte yg mcurah,akhrnye ak bhnti ngs..sdy la..even juz 1 sem kt0rg rpt,tp ak rse sngt rpt ngan die..die bnyk tlg ak..ajar ak bi0,chem n math..bg ak jajan duit2..hurm..brtnyer hti ak nk tnglkn shbt2 ak kt sni..entah ble ley jmpe lg..hasy ngah tdo skrg..ak syg sngt die..m0ga die sntiasa bhgia..

~remember.me.this.way~
♥rina♥

alredy fyl it..

2009-04-08T09:43:00.001-07:00

hye..ak ngah stdy math ni..exm nex week n then kt0rg sume akn blk ke rmh msg2..urm..td bru ak tng0k frh bwt exrcse dayung smpan kt dlm blk ak ni..klak0 la..ak smpt rkm gak..td kt0rg lme glw sh0png kt mini mart..frh 2 r..skjp nk bli 2,nk bli ni..slalu nk tgelak ble die ad..huhu..td kt0rg ad tklmt sal nk blk ni n n0w ak rse sngt syg nk tnglkn shbt2 ak kt sni..hurm..cne la agknye sbtu dpn ek?ak xtaw cne nk ckp slmt tngl kt di0rg..msti ak sdh glw..one thing for sure..ak sngt syg shbt2 ak kat sini!!~

~remember.me.this.way~
♥rina♥

bulettin 0143 am

2009-04-03T10:49:00.001-07:00

hye there..skrg ni ak ngah stdy s0wg2..chptr rate of rxn..+ mkn bskt tiger..sume owg dh tdo..td ak dh tdo sbnrnye..ngantk glew..td abh n umi dtg jnguk ak..sb di0rg nk jngk uncle kt0rg yg xcidnt kt highway gambang..kpale kne jht 40..tnpe dbius! gle skt..kpale die cm aeria tv pn ad..huhu..tp s0n0k r
parnts ak dtg jngk ak..ak mmg dh sngt wndu kt di0rg sbnrnye..td kt0rg g ecm..tp suping kt care4 je..heh..dh sbln x jmpe abh..n ak prsn..n ak prsn kt jnggt abh ad bbrapa hlai ubn..mbwtkn ak trfkr yg abh dh tue..n ak bnci jngt 2..ak dh srh abh ckr..tp abh ckp w0rkmat die kte abh lg nmpk ensm ble ad jngt..t0l0ng r..nk tpu pn agak2 r..grm ak..heh..ak syg ngat abh n umi..dat's sumthng dat i'm realy sure b0ut..pg td adlh kls trakhr ak. ak smpt tngkp bbrap gmbr ngn di0rg..ptg td pn ak ku0r ngn rumat ak p snap pix kt tsk kt laluan sht 2..s0n0k..n luv it 2 muc..k la..g0t 2 g0!

~remember.me.this.way~
♥rina♥

towards the end

2009-04-02T05:50:00.001-07:00

Hye there..skrg ni ngah stdy vector,exam smggu je lg..cuak! angah yg surh p0st blog ni..ae ni adlah hri kdua trakhr ktorg ad pnp..sngt sdh n sngt tkt! td cg bi0 kt0rg ngs..mse nk bpsh 2..syg gle cg 2! cg kt0rg 2 sngt c0mel n sngt2 pndai! she's abs0lutly da best bi0 teac ever! wat else huh? skrg ni kt mne2 pn ley tng0k org bgmbr..kt pdng la..kt dlm tnds pn ade! haha..s0n0k r tng0k..dlu mse msk sni,hdp sngt b0sn..dh r kne cmpk dlm htn,then cluzmat lnsg x sp0rtng..but then,ethng change..hdp kt sni sngt bes..smpai ak dh jrg blk rmh..haha..sngt bhgia duk kt cni..ow,last wek,our clas bwt farewel party..kt0rg bwt bbg,sr0n0k gle..ak n ilmanyna sp yg len ad bwt cr0wn 4 dat party taw..n guez wat?time party 2,sume owg pkai cr0wn 2..x buang2! trharu glew ngan di0rg..smpai blek pn stil pkai..ak dpt angrh Pljr Plng sp0rting..haha..trima ksh kpd sume yg tlh mgundi..heh..then,rusydi n kak nizai dpt psngt plg h0t..jeles glw ak! bru ingt nk usha rusydi 2..hak3! but,ktorg mmg enjoy gle mlm 2..amek2 gmbr..thanx kpd sume..
urm..t0m0r0w adln birthday ced..ptt ke ak wish die? ak stil xdpt jwpnnye lg..cne ek?

p/s-pg td ak ad pikir sal n0t-s0-hapy th0ught..then ak tng0k kot tngkap blk ak n saw mrs rainb0w!ak ad bnyk amek gmbr mrs rainb0w td..heh..hepy ngat!

~remember.me.this.way~
♥rina♥

l0ve st0ry by tayl0r swift+lap0+tut0 hal0alkane

2009-03-11T09:44:00.001-07:00

hye there,n0w it's alredy 12.35 am but i'm stil wide awake..ins0mnia mybe?heh..n0 la..juz ned t0 finish my chem tut0..wit my mp4 in m0od shuffle..all of my rumate had alredy slep..dun kn0e y but i fyl s0 h0msick t0day..mybe cuak sal nk exam k0t..hux3..ak wndu umi,abh,al0ng,angah..ak nk ckp ngan al0ng..tp die x c0l..al0ng..cpt la k0l..
i realy mis u..

~remember.me.this.way~
♥rina♥

da last nyte

2009-03-08T05:53:00.000-07:00

hye..n0w i'm heading 2 mydin mall..heh..wit angah,umi n eman..0ur mr.crab acting very weird juzn0w..klak03..huhu..es0k da nk blk k0lej..final exam! argh! n then it wil b 0ver..can't wait..but stil i keep 0n thinking 0n h0w 2 say gudbye..hux3..

~remember.me.this.way~
♥rina♥

2008-04-07T20:32:00.000-07:00

my first blog..without nothing to write..duhhh!

~remember.me.this.way~
♥rina♥