HP bukan HD

ssalamualaikum :)

Hari ini 29 Januari 2012, which is also the date for Anugerah Juara Lagu! Aku punyalah excited la kan nak tengok AJL when I suddenly realised that rumah kami TIADA tv. Yeah, it's true! :(

Abah dah beli tv 50 inch 3D siap. Tapi TV tu dah dibawa ke Kelantan where our real house is which also where no one will watch it. But maybe, semut-semut dan cicak-cicak will watch it. Who knows? :p

So, insiden ini berlaku pagi tadi just before Abah pergi kerja :

Abah : Eh, *sambil buat muka terkejut* mane TV kita?

Aku: Abah, malam ni AJL. Petang ni Abah beli tv eh?*muka penuh berharap"

Lebih kurang Macam ni la kan :)

Abah: Oh, malam ni AJL? Kena beli TV ni

Aku: Yeay! Abah beli HD eh. :)

Abah: HD? Abah belu HP la.

Aku: ?

Abah: Hitam Putih/ HP.

Aku : =.='''''''

So, macam tipis la peluang nak tengok AJL malam ni. Takpela, mungkin boleh kot tengok online. Sedih...

Ada cerita ni pasal AJL. Selalu bila aku & umi tengok AJL semangat giler tunggu nama pemenang, Abah mesti dengan annoying nya akan cakap;

" Dah-dah la tuh. Bukannya diorang nak panggil nama naik atas pentas pun. Kalau artis menang pun, dia tak akan bank in duit pun. "

And unfortunately, it's true. Kita bukan main semangat tengok diorang padahal manfaat sikitpun kita tak dapat. HUHUHUHU. :)

Orang kata Tak Kenal Maka Tak Cinta :)

Assalamualaikum

Alhamdulillah, Exam has finally over and I have so much time to kill. Yeah, I selalu berlagak macam tak ada kerja nak dibuat even when I actually have a lot. *sigh*

If I ever want to list down all my unfinished work on the paper, well it will take lots of tree on the forest to be cut down and we will eventually have all the landslides and stuff because there is no tree to hold the water bla bla bla. (sorry, i’m biologist, this is how i talk)

Let’s cut the crap and get down to business bebeh!

So, two days ago was Angah’s engagement day. It is not the first one as Along already had her engagement day last november. So, here I am to talk about Along and not Angah. Let’s just hold Angah’s stories. Hehe.

If you know me, you will know my best friend dunia and akhirat (insyaallah) is my dear Nurliyana Ghazali@along. We have lots of similarities and we just can’t live without each other (this include quarrels, yelling and all the lovely moments). haha.

Along has always been mine for the past 21 years. So, you can guess my feelings when there is this guy who “take” Along from me. I just felt this sudden distant with Along and somehow the song “someone like you” from Adele seems to explain everything perfectly.

“Never mind I’ll find someone like you,

I wish nothing but the best for you,

Don’t forget me I beg,

I remember you said,

“somethimes it last in love, sometimes it hurt instead”

Kesian kan? Well yeah. I’m sure there is someone somewhere somehow have experienced this. It hurts u know? All of sudden there is this guy out of nowhere become a huge rock between you and your sister and you don’t have the ability to kick it, or lift the rock and just throw it to laut or anything. At that moment I felt like I don’t want to know this guy. Who is he, what is so special about him. Everything about him for me is just "really?whatever.." Yeah. That was exactly how i felt.

Along was always with her phone all the time and somehow I think that she is the biggest fan of Whatsapp. From the moment she wakes up until I closed my eyes, she was always with her phone, smiling or laughing at it. I always have to repeat everything that I have said cause she did not pays any attention to me whenever she made relationship with her phone. And I felt annoyed.

Things became so much worse when that guy decided to come to Terengganu to meet my parents and also steal my quality time with Along on the weekend. I felt so angry and blame Along for that. Along as usual, cope with my angry-ness by saying all the things that hurt me so much. She is just born like that. And the result is disaster. I never felt that sad my entire life and I cried my heart out. I just couldn’t believe that someone that I thought I knew like the back of my hand would actually said those mean things to me.

But then, Along had a heart-to-heart talk to me and we both cried. I should stop being paranoid and childish as I know that it is hard for Along too. Along said that this guy is different and let just pray that our relationship will become stronger with the presence of this men. He will become our geng cause he is just like Along and he is sporting. And I nod and decided to give it a thought and him a chance.

So, the next day he come to Terengganu and came to our house. I just watch him from distant. Malu la jugak kan. hehehe.. And next thing I know we were sitting at our dine table together with Along, abah, ummi, aiman, ain n humaira. And here come the moment of awesomeness…

As I sat on the table next to Along, he suddenly talked to me. Ask me if I was on holiday and so many things. And I felt overjoyed. He make the effort to get to know me and yeah, shame on me, I’m being too paranoid all this time. Too much ATP wasted.

The next few days, we (me, along, he and abang Airil) all spent some time together for a road trip to Kelantan and that was awesome! I got to know him better and darn! He is awesome and cool and special and DIFFERENT! It’s like I have known him for a long long time.

He is the type who I only saw in televisyen. Dia tolong cedok nasi masuk dalam pinggan I. Dia tolong tuang air basuh tangan dekat I, dia tolong angkat pinggan and etc. Wow, mana nak cari lelaki macam ni? tell me!!

Even until now, He still buzz me on FB chat whenever he see me online. It awesome as he always making effort to get close to me as Along told him that I am her bestfriend.

They are both lucky to have each other. I always pray for their happiness even though I still couldn’t digest the fact they will be married in 6 months time.

By the way, that guy name is Khairul Syafiq and I called him Abang Syafiq and he is awesome and kind and cool and sweet

To abang Syafiq, if you ever read this, you should know that even until now, I regretted every moment that I ever dislike you and thanks for being so friendly with me and I hope that you will always gonna be the best (coming) brother – in – law anyone could ask for

Study Week

assalamualaikum w.b.t

I must spend only 3 minutes on this post. Is it possible?haha. Time is gold in study week.Too much to read, too much to memorise. But it’s okay. It’s gonna be fun, I know.

Now, i’m waiting for a files about transfection finish downloading. Dr Jo of animal cell tissue culture have told that he will only give A to student who add extra information in the answer of exam questions. So, here I am, searching the purposes of transfection on Google for the sake of A. Pffft

I want to get dean’s list so badly. I want to grad with cgpa 3.5 and above. Is it too much to ask? I just wanted for just one time, I could make my parents proud. I want to give them what they want. I want to be successful. I want success. I want success.

I have experienced lots of failure in my life. At some time, I felt just it is wrong to dream big as I will the one who disappointing when the story ends. But, Allah told me not to give up on him as He never give up on me. So, I will strive until the end of time, so pray for me

Just now, during eating our lunch, me and Ja talked about how envy we are to those who are already successful, gain thousands a month as salary, already know how their future is like. Deep in my heart, i have this feeling of insecure. I don’t know how my future is like. Yes, I know that I can’t see the future just yet. But, just a glimpse of it would be awesome. What would I become, what is my job, who will I marry to, will i ever be happy?

LET’S JUST HOPE FOR THE BEST.